I'm Doing This For Me, Because I'm Worth It

[KP the nut]

I don't have that amount of courage

F*ck them. I am what I am. Okay, I've had a couple of drinks so feeling brave. But, when I go to the pool or anywhere, my money is as good as theirs.

When I first went to the pool at the gym, I suffered from anxiety, but I found nothing but support both from class members and the staff.

 

[KP the nut]

My suit is a teal color

This is my current suit. I love teal as well.

 

[JustBe]

Very pretty!

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

Oh, I am wrong. I actually have a suit.Black but it's a speedo brand, so I actually bought is for serious swimming that I used to do. I haven't taken it out of the wrapper. :sorry: Maybe soon.

 

[JustBe]

I had a suit when my youngest was a toddler...about 20 years ago!

 

[KP the nut]

@Ayesha - serious swimmers wear black so that is okay. I swim like a startled turtle with my neck out of the water.

I haven't taken it out of the wrapper.

Haha, dares you :playful:

 

[Britt.f7]

I'm feeling much more positive about working out and getting more exercise, then I have in years. I feel it is doable. No doubts. Granted, every once in awhile they do try to pry in, but I am doing my best to not let them.

 

[KP the nut]

@Britt.f7 we all have those negativities creep in. Even when we fail it is not failure because we get up, dust ourselves off and start all over again (haha, I think there is a song there).

 

[KP the nut]

Oh dear, the cropped trousers look ridiculous on my short legs. They are obviously intended for someone taller than 5ft 1in.

The swimsuit is also disappointing. I don't like the fit. I will try the next size down (wow, oh yeah) as it currently doesn't have a lot of support in the boob area. Can you imagine, coming down a water slide and flashing the big boys at everyone in the vicinity :facepalm::eek::roflmao:.

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

I need to eat today. Yesterday I ate; A 4th of a grapefruit, a fee spoonfuls of cereal before pushing it away. About 5 bites of rice and a few pieces of BBQ beef my husband made. I forced myself to eat 6 peanut crackers. I keep telling myself that maybe food wise, yesterday was okay. Today isn't starting off much better. 1pm and I've had a cup of coffee and 5 bites of Miso soup. I'll make myself eat it throughout the day.

cropped trousers

Cropped can be tricky. I find slim cut legs is better to be honest. To lose and it's flippy and annoying. Ankle jeans and straight cut are popular right now. Looks great with a cute pair of flats.

as it currently doesn't have a lot of support in the boob area.

Ever so important. :) Last year I invested in 6 new bras from Victoria's Secret. Big step for me towards self care and treating myself okay. Reminds me that I should wash them today.

I still haven't tried on my swim suit.

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

Yesterday I looked at myself in the mirror and thought I looked pretty. I told myself that I am pretty. It is okay too. I am not worthless.

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

Ate some crackers. Felt sick. Got sick.

Lovely day. :wtf: