General I'm Not Well

[sun seeker]

I couldn't find the words and didn't know how too. I wanted to speak but I couldn't. I dunno if that makes sense.

To me, it feels like I want to reach out but other people are too far away to connect with. Like they are on the other side of a veil, or like I am reaching out from under water. Just a huge effort to make normal communication work. At the same time, I may be desperately wanting it, and hoping others will be able to see me and reach through the veil. It's a very unsettling feeling.

 

[Deleted member 27524]

Thank you for sharing @sun seeker. That' makes so much sense.

 

[Sangamo]

I can relate to that too. I seem to have trouble communicating about the simplest things and usually end up getting yelled at. I'm trying now to just be polite smile and move on

 

[Glara]

@Thunderstorm hope you're doing better today. I can relate to a lot of what you're saying but I think I have my own actual health issues as well. I keep reading a lot of stud on here but have very little energy to post responses.

 

[Deleted member 27524]

@Glara I am doing better. I have been busy. I am entirely confused about him and myself. I am pretty darn guarded at the moment and don't wish to converse with him at all even though I still care for him a great deal.