Sufferer Introduction: Misandrist and misanthrope becuase of incest and objectification

[zombieprincess]

Hello everybody.

I'm 30yo woman but I don't want to be a woman at all. Honestly I wish I wasn't human cause I hate humans. I mostly hate men cause they don't care about anything as long as their target is cute and they feel 'love' yet I believe no man is capable of love whatsoever.

I am diagnosed with ptsd, bpd with aspd traits such as low empathy, adhd and multiple sclerosis and my nickname shows that these days I feel more dead than alive.
I like taxidermy, reptiles and frogs, and vulture culture, crime, medical gore etc.

I hope that one day I will meet a man that is not superficial and who will love me for me as I am. A mental corpse. I am proud to be ugly. Never ever in my life I want to be loved for being cute or for 'nice ass' or 'boobs'. I got rid of everything cute.

I am here so that I can work on my survival among the roaches that most of the human race is.

 

[Rose White]

Welcome to the forum. Your anger is understandable.

 

[Survivor3]

Hi @zombieprincess welcome to the site

 

[zombieprincess]

Welcome to the forum. Your anger is understandable.

Thank you very much. This is like the first site that understands me without banning. Finally I can let it out. Thanks for your warm welcome!

Hi @zombieprincess welcome to the site

Hi! Thank you! How do you do!

 

[Survivor3]

Hi! Thank you! How do you do!

I'm ok right now thanks, just waking up. I'm working later today. Must have needed some extra sleep this morning. .

 

[Dark.Green.Feathers]

welcome!
i’m sorry you got banned elsewhere, this is what sexual abuse does to people so that’s not fair.
i have misanthropic tendancies too (some of my dissociative parts much more than others) and spent most of my life not wanting to be human at all.
Things are more flexible now (i have good phases and painful phases), it can get less awful, and better.

but i know it’s a horrible experience to always be scared. I do not trust most men and struggling with sexualised people in general, my distortion is that openly sexual people will abuse me if they have the chance and are amoral looking only to please themselves.

i know we have been through different things and are different people but as someone who thought being completely sexually nullified was the only way out, and can now go outside, welcome

 

[Friday]

Aloha! Welcome to the community!

I like taxidermy,

Discovered TheBloggess, yet? She’s brilliant, and funny as f*ck. Google “The Bloggess Taxidermy” in Images, for a quick intro, if you haven’t.

Never ever in my life I want to be loved for being cute or for 'nice ass' or 'boobs'. I got rid of everything cute.

Noooooooo, not loved for your mind, your heart, and who you are!!! Not that!

Again, welcome.