Ricanoland
Silver Member
To be honest, I have no clue what disorder or issue is causing what half the time. I will be in public sometimes and my body with start to shake to the point where I feel its better just leaving and go home. Of course the night sweats, nightmares, and the not being able to sleep. As I have gotten older I started noticing new symptoms like twitching. Anger is a big one now, but it comes out of no where, nothing triggering it. I feel all of this anger, but the most I do is throw my hands in air or poke my friends really hard in the arm. Very annoying. Not including the BPD which makes it very hard for me to like people for any length of time before I start hating them. Then Love Them, Then Hate Then. So on, and So on. I assume the non stop moving around is from the ADHD. Depression well, that is part of PTSD I suppose. Because there is so much going on all the time with me. Emotions never relax it seems. When my friends ask me why are you doing that or are you okay? The only answer I can give is I am "its just patrick" My question is, I suppose, does anyone else live with many disorders and many times find it hard to know where your current is coming from?