There’s this trend going around of ‘younger you seeing you now (in the bad state) giving up on dreams’ …….
I was 7 when I prayed to god to give my parents a new child so they wouldn’t hurt as bad when i would die….
I am 16 years old now and every year on my birthday im surprised to still be alive.
Yes i am a child but younger me was also struggling. I hate it when older people tell me ‘enjoy this time because this will be the best time of your life’ because they have no idea what I’ve been through. I hate the imagination that it will get worse from here on so i promised myself to not dream those stupid dreams anymore, i got one simple wish: one day i will wake up and be happy. I don’t care how, when or where, but one day and from that day on i will be able to say that I’m doing good and not have to lie.
My life has been an absolute wreck (especially recently) so I’m already kind of gratefull that I have not attempted recently (that’s already enough improvement for myself rn and im proud of that)
One day I will get better (and if that doesn’t happen at least I’ll have a good plot for a book lol)
I was 7 when I prayed to god to give my parents a new child so they wouldn’t hurt as bad when i would die….
I am 16 years old now and every year on my birthday im surprised to still be alive.
Yes i am a child but younger me was also struggling. I hate it when older people tell me ‘enjoy this time because this will be the best time of your life’ because they have no idea what I’ve been through. I hate the imagination that it will get worse from here on so i promised myself to not dream those stupid dreams anymore, i got one simple wish: one day i will wake up and be happy. I don’t care how, when or where, but one day and from that day on i will be able to say that I’m doing good and not have to lie.
My life has been an absolute wreck (especially recently) so I’m already kind of gratefull that I have not attempted recently (that’s already enough improvement for myself rn and im proud of that)
One day I will get better (and if that doesn’t happen at least I’ll have a good plot for a book lol)