Me And My Cancer Adventure

[Tinyflame]

Put the other problems in God's hands Froggie, and know you're in His, too.
(Plus our hearts and prayers)
xox

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

I wish there was a hug smiley.

that's all I can think of to say. :unsure:

 

[Nighthawk]

I can only inagine the thoughts and the stress that this has brought into your life. I wish I had the right words for you. What you are going through is beyond hard. I really wish you some peace and am glad you took something to help you sleep.
Thinking of you
NH

 

[missing_the _sunshine]

Thinking of you:)

 

[AngelKeeperJ]

I will be spending the next few days at one of my sons homes with the grand-kids.

The best medicine in the world....GRAND-KIDS!!! I don't know from personal experience, but I've heard it is a wonderful love!

Waiting and wondering is just dreadful, and that's putting it lightly! I know that there is no way to put what you are feeling into words, nor a way to say everything you want to say.

It's obvious that many people here love you, and are praying with you, that you will be given what you need in your spirit to make this journey.

Blessings & Prayers coming your way!

 

[Froggie]

Right now it's like I'm "hearing" the ticking of a clock ... like now I "know" there is a limited time BUT I don't know what that amount is. This is crazy because without cancer, we eventually encounter death but we don't know when that will be. I just have to get my equilibrium back together and not forget that there are also many stories of people who have survived stage 4 cancers.

Definitely being with grand-kids have helped me get a better perspective of my situation. This came at the right time.

 

[Tinyflame]

Froggie, one day at a time.
Trust the waiting is for a better reason.
(((((Froggie)))))

 

[AngelaMarie]

((Froggie))
All I can do is:

Give you a bear hug!!!
and:

Light a Candle for you!!!

You are in my thoughts!!!!!

 

[BloomInWinter]

(((((((Froggie)))))))

Sending you strength and the comfort of knowing that you have found your witnesses. ...and as long as I have life, I will not stop trying, either. You don't need to carry the burden of your knowledge anymore...your struggles have lit the flames and burn through us. You can put that energy into your life, fully now.

Your children's contact with your sis sounds like it might be dredging up the feelings of what it felt like when you were with your family, but your children are not likely to endure the same thing. They've had the benefit of *seeing* someone handling people like that....their Mom! :>

I suspect they'll recognize it far sooner, and the lesson to your sister will get in response will ring far deeper when it's the next generation who confronts her with the effects of her own behavior. Easy to dismiss our siblings but other people...not so easy.

Maybe they'll bring her some healing, who knows? Anything is possible...but regardless, hoping you can set the worries aside for at least a time.

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Keeping you in my prayers Froggie!

 

[intothelight]

(((Froggie)))

Visit your children and grandchildren. Take in large doses of love. Best medicine around!

Deb

 

[Froggie]

Got a call yesterday from the oncology department. I will have a cat scan done this coming Thursday (Sept. 8th), it will last 2.5 hours, so your thoughts and prayers will be appreciated.

Last night I talked to my 2 youngest son's biological mother (Saskatchewan - prairies) and she wants to come and see me one weekend when I will not be too knocked out with the treatments. I find that great, we have developped a good relationship since she has found the boys ... that too is another adventure ... this adoption. It was her mother that got them adopted without her consent. So when she found out, she had a major depression, she thought they were in foster care homes as the father had become very violent and she wanted them safe. We also were the last private adoption to have lieu in Saskatchewan. There were so many problems with the grandmother and her lies that our lawyer had to call in the RCMP (federal police corps) to try and figure out what was going on.

Like most of you, didn't have a quiet smooth life.