Sexual Assault Misery's Story: Part One..

[justme31]

It's interesting to me, that everyone on here seems to think that their story is not worthy or pathetic .. It makes me feel not so alone.. Thats exactly how I feel.. I read your story and It just made me cry.. The pain of the physical rape is never what really sticks with most of us, It's the horrible betrayal from people we trusted so much. I wish that none of this happened to you, But just know that there are other people who feel the same way as you. You are not alone.. The lonliness is what makes my hope dwindle some days.. But this forum shows me that I really am not alone.. we have made it this far, we are strong, even when we feel so weak, We will make it.. My step-father molested me and he was A " born again christian".. He figured cause he went to church God would forgive his sins.. It is ABOSLUTELY disgusting that these people use God for their own horrible games!..

 

[WonderingWhy]

Justme31,

There is something very comforting in knowing others feel the same.
Certainly not that it's that others have been also suffered . I think, at least for me, knowing someone else feels similarly makes me feel less like I'm just "crazy ". If that makes sense.

As far as your stepdad using "God" to hide behind. I am sure when his last day on this earth comes, his God will have a surprise for him. I guarantee it won't be a good surprise!