I know caterpillar-I hate it too. I spent my 20's dealing with co depency and by 30 was pretty good. By 40, life was easy and I could do anything I wanted to do, succeed at whatever I tried, and I actually took care of myself and had a life of my own within my nuclear family. I was physically healthy, did aerobics, walked several miles a day, and ate well. Now at 55, I have so many medical conditions, have had so many traumas but one that broke the camels back. I just dont feel like there is any recovering. Oh I hope I can become mentally healthier and reduce ptsd symptoms, but dont ever see me working or enjoying life fully again. I am hopeless. I dont see anything here on this earth for me.
I know to tell others to look out for themselves because others can destroy them usually is not believed. It doesnt happen over night usually, its insidious, but its inevitable. I am not good for anyone at this point in life, so I just stay in my room waiting for the end. Sorry to sound so negative.
I know to tell others to look out for themselves because others can destroy them usually is not believed. It doesnt happen over night usually, its insidious, but its inevitable. I am not good for anyone at this point in life, so I just stay in my room waiting for the end. Sorry to sound so negative.
