My Music

[Engineer]

~Fallen World~
Their dreams erased pain,
They built a world
From ashes and people
Wanted to be happy
No one was ever
Left behind or abandoned

[Chorus]
Bring it back again!
Light up, light up
The night with memories
I wanna feel my
Heart tremble from excitement
Live our wildest daydreams
See your smile reach
Your eyes once more

[Bridge]

They were..
Stand out rebels with
Gold star agendas that
Inspired a generation who
Laughed away their worries
Wore hearts on their sleeves

[Chorus]
Bring it back again!
Light up, light up
The night with memories
I wanna feel my
Heart tremble from excitement
Live our wildest daydreams
See your smile reach
Your eyes once more

I hid behind fear
If only you'd known
That all I wanted
Was someone..
To call a friend
But fate made other plans

Oh-fallen world
Fallen wor-ld

 

[Engineer]

~Unscathed~
[Intro]
They say
She's not beautiful
With a heart cold
and cruel as ice

Inside she's just waiting
for someone to say
they see the kindness
in her eyes that
it's not her fault
she can't be happy
that she's..angry
they walked away unscathed

Forgive her if she
says she hates you
really you're her everything
she's just afraid to love

Inside she's just waiting
for someone to say
they see the kindness
in her eyes that
it's not her fault
She can't be happy
that she's..angry
they walked away unscathed

She doesn't have to
Win all the trophies
Be a prodigy and
Pretend that it's okay
Take on the pain
With vows of silence

Inside she's just waiting
for someone to say
they see the kindness
in her eyes that
it's not her fault
she can't be happy
that she's..angry
they walked away unscathed

Just speak, say that
It's breaking you everyday
Tell her to be
Brave, they will test
Her will to try
Tell her she's enough

Inside she's just waiting
for someone to say
they see the kindness
in her eyes that
it's not her fault
she can't be happy
that she's..angry
they walked away unscathed

[Outro]
Look past her weapons
The places she hides
Make her feel safe
Outside her walls

 

[Engineer]

~Here I Am~
They seek shelter
In their hate
Celebrate broken spirits
Yet here I am
Had a long sleep
To heal these wounds
But I have woken

No longer a theory
That you ponder on
What you see is
What you get
I'm not running from
The darkness inside of me

They seek shelter
In their hate
Celebrate broken spirits
Yet here I am
Had a long sleep
To heal these wounds
But I have woken

It's a suggestion
A comment but
Where does it go?
When words pile up

[Pre-Chorus]
Here I am
Had a long sleep
To heal these wounds
But I have woken

When it comes down
To the test you
Don't even try to
Be the best but
Sometimes it's better to
Surrender than fight your
Way right through it

They seek shelter
In their hate
Celebrate broken spirits
Yet here I am
Had a long sleep
To heal these wounds
But I have woken

~Dark Pop~

 

[Engineer]

~Voices~
At a crossroads-Trying
To find a way back
What matters more?
You or them?
They're just voices
Taking up space

Shouting and yelling
Everyone wants to be heard
You have them right
In your hands
You can break them
Build 'em higher

Lost your purpose
Disappointment
Didn't live up
To their expectations
They're only gonna
Bring you down

[Bridge]

Shouting and yelling
Everyone wants to be heard
You have them right
In your hands
You can break them
Build 'em higher

You're superior
(Oh so inferior)
Hands are tied
Always gotta fight
Among them

They call themselves angels
Order you around the
Crowd of dreamers and
Pessimism lead the way

Shouting and yelling
Everyone wants to be heard
You have them right
In your hands
You can break them
Build 'em higher

~Pop~

 

[Engineer]

~Lonely~

[Intro]
Why do you stand on your own?
The reason you're so cold?
Listen I'll tell you why
You've disappeared
Don't want to hear the excuses
All these..disposable friends
Expectations of society

I know what it's like to be lonely
When your surrounded by a crowd
You feel
So insignificant
It's supposed to be
A part of life
The coming and going
That doesn't make it easier

This world only let's me down
Oh,
Where's my safe haven?
Place where I can cry
Without the world
Knocking down my doors

I know what it's like to be lonely
When your surrounded by a crowd
You feel
So insignificant
It's supposed to be
A part of life
The coming and going
That doesn't make it easier

My problem is
I care more than I should
Cause
In all my downfalls
I never left you stranded
When you were weak
I helped you walk

I know what it's like to be lonely
When your surrounded by a crowd
You feel
So insignificant
It's supposed to be
A part of life
The coming and going
That doesn't make it easier

 

[Engineer]

~Shattered~
1) It's none of your business
What I've been through
You lost that right
When you decided
You mattered more
Perhaps I made the same mistake

[Chrous]
From the first punch, first word
I lost my innocence
Who am I?
I'm not the best or the worst
(Just dying to find out)
Can I survive without a shelter?
Shattered beyond repair
Find the pieces
Put me back together
Like a jigsaw puzzle

2) Star student
Kind-hearted samaritan
Taking the world by storm
It all means nothing
If I can't cry
Without falling apart
[Chrous]
From the first punch, first word
I lost my innocence
Who am I?
I'm not the best or the worst
(Just dying to find out)
Can I live without a shelter?
Shattered beyond repair
Find the pieces
Put me back together
Like a jigsaw puzzle

3) Scream but, everybody's deaf
Cry, they don't feel sympathy
What's right? What's wrong?
It's all the same
Am I wasting my time?
Is this selfishness?
Or, has everyone gone insane?
Too much
Then not enough

1) [2nd Chorus]
"I'm a fool for holding onto pain,
Just move on,
Your problems are minor,
It's not about you,
So selfish,
I can't be happy-
When you bring me down,"
They say.
"It's never about me
I can't help you
Can't even help myself
Moving on is something I tried
My problems deserve
A noble prize for strength," I say.

 

[lux.]

These are great! I wish I could hear the music that goes along with them. I can tell you really pour your heart and soul into it.

 

[Engineer]

~Tonight We Burn~
Fingertips across velvet pages
The words imprinted in her mind
She sighs remembering each time
That all her strength was drained
Her spirits tested

Oh oh oh tonight
Tonight, tonight we bu-urn
Oh won't you see?
You're not burning out
The flames are dimmed
One match their back
Ready to burn again
Just find your strength

You were searching
For a way out
But you only found
A reason to cry
Another door to close
Close apart of you
Or you can choose
To breathe life
Into them
See all those memories
Just one more time
Remember!

Oh oh oh tonight
Tonight, tonight we bu-urn
Oh won't you see?
You're not burning out
The flames are dimmed
One match their back
Ready to burn again
Just find your strength

This is yours
Every tear-stained page
Torn words and angry indentions
This is your pain

Look straight ahead
Nothing is certain
Though some fires
Turn us to ashes
There are those
Who spark a change

Oh oh oh tonight
Tonight, tonight we bu-urn
Oh won't you see?
You're not burning out
The flames are dimmed
One match their back
Ready to burn again
Just find your strength

Won't you see me?
For the first time
Yes, I am beautiful
You were blinded by your hate
But I knew this was fate
That I found my way
Right here in these burned memories

Oh oh oh tonight
Tonight, tonight we bu-urn
Oh won't you see?
You're not burning out
The flames are dimmed
One match their back
Ready to burn again
Just find your strength

A beacon of light
On the horizon
Oh, I have risen
From the ashes
Of all your hate
Won't you take my hand?
As we burn tonight
To-night Tonight
We burn

 

[Engineer]

~Try~
[Intro]
Mmmmm
Try try try

[Strumming]

To smile through
Your beautiful tears

[Chorus]
Mmmmm
Try try try
To be a
Better soul
I know...
You're tired but
Try try try
Don't give in
Before you've seen
The reason why
Your still here

[1st Verse]
There was a time
When-
I used to
Speak so loud
No sad faces
As long as
I was around
But-

They clipped my wings
I'm grounded
My feet firmly planted
On this earth

[Pre-Chorus]
Mmmmm
Try try try
To be a
Better soul
I know...

I'm overdramatic born
With an untameable spirit
(No denial here)

(Mmmmm
Try Try Try)

I'm coming clean
I don't care
That- college is
Number one and
It's a bit
Abnormal to enjoy
Your own company
Sometimes I need
To get away

[Chorus]
Mmmmm
Try try try
To be a
Better soul
I know...
You're tired but
Try try try
Don't give in
Before you've seen
The reason why
Your still here

[3rd Verse]
I only let in
The ones who
Tell me what
I want to hear

Mmmmm
Try try try
To see that

I deserve it all
Every little detail
Of my fairytale
Dancing in the rain
Laughter every moment
No path unexplored
I wanna feel loved
Forget how it
Feels to cry

I see y'all
Drop the blade!
(And the makeup)

[Chorus]
Mmmmm
Try try try
To be a
Better soul
I know...
You're tired but
Try try try
Don't give in
Before you've seen
The reason why
Your still here

[Outro]
Hey now!
I promise there's
Something out there
Your looking for
And you'll find it
All you gotta do
Is try
And you'll find it
And you'll find it
All you gotta do
Is try

 

[Engineer]

~You Don't Care~
They look at me
But nobody sees me
They ask me everyday
How are you?
Are you okay?
I wanna laugh out loud
Because I know
They don't really care

It's just a question!
If I told you
That I'm so tired
Of living of breathing
Just to feel pain
You'd awkwardly walk away
Because you don't care
Don't tell me otherwise
I never liked lies
Anyways....

No I don't wanna
Say hello to a
Stranger or..
Get some sunlight on
My fragile skin
You need some friends
I know I do
But do you
Do you see any?
I can't change the
Way I am for
You or them

It's just a question!
If I told you
That I'm so tired
Of living of breathing
Just to feel pain
You'd awkwardly walk away
Because you don't care
Don't tell me otherwise
I never liked lies
Anyways....

Right now
I just wanna breathe
Know what it's like
To do something
Just for me
Why's that?
Because I deserve it!
After all my heartache

It's just a question!
If I told you
That I'm so tired
Of living of breathing
Just to feel pain
You'd awkwardly walk away
Because you don't care
Don't tell me otherwise
I never liked lies
Anyways....

A bunch of fakers
And critical people that's
What I got to
Choose from for friends
So don't tell me
There's someone who understands
You don't care.