Hello everyone, I'm not so good at introducing myself, since I done it so many times and places online so I'm a bit rusty. Well here I go.. my name I go by online is Harorudo ( or Haro for short ) the name is really a silly inside joke between my older sister and me. It means Harold in Japanese. I'm a female in my 30s I recently discovered I had C-PTSD since when I was 28. Though honestly I think it started and I wasn't aware nor knew what it was at age 12. As for other mental health I have as well anxiety is pretty bad too.
For my C-PTSD my online trauma started at age 12. I both have trauma from very extreme bad online situations growing up to in person bad things happening too me. For support and people in my life my family is all I have. However even though they love, support and want the best for me, they don't understand my trauma and fully support me there. ( They think it's not a big deal and to just "get over it" ) It's a long story to explain. More or less I just have my therapist who gets me and helps me improve my life. By giving me the tools to live with it / my other mental health, without it taking over my life.
I'm not sure what else to say so I'll leave this as that. Thank you anyone who takes the time to read this or replies. I'll see you around the forum.
Please take care everyone
*Sending good and positive vibes your way*
P.s. : I'm looking for support and people to talk to on a slow baise due to my online trauma. So if you have patience with me maybe down the line we can become friends possibly. I'm very shy, cautious, quiet at first but once I feel safe I warm up and talk more.
For my C-PTSD my online trauma started at age 12. I both have trauma from very extreme bad online situations growing up to in person bad things happening too me. For support and people in my life my family is all I have. However even though they love, support and want the best for me, they don't understand my trauma and fully support me there. ( They think it's not a big deal and to just "get over it" ) It's a long story to explain. More or less I just have my therapist who gets me and helps me improve my life. By giving me the tools to live with it / my other mental health, without it taking over my life.
I'm not sure what else to say so I'll leave this as that. Thank you anyone who takes the time to read this or replies. I'll see you around the forum.
Please take care everyone
*Sending good and positive vibes your way*
P.s. : I'm looking for support and people to talk to on a slow baise due to my online trauma. So if you have patience with me maybe down the line we can become friends possibly. I'm very shy, cautious, quiet at first but once I feel safe I warm up and talk more.
