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It's been one year since the robbery at 3;45 tonight.the night -mares are strong as ever. the meds help some. my journal I keep shows me how far I come. thank God for my family and freinds. they have always been there for me.but alot of the time I'm scaried and feel so alone. on day I typed in ptsd and found you guys. one of my closest freind we've been freinds since 12 years old now we share grandkids together. robin died on 12/20/07 and while I was planning her funeral some carless hunter shot my therpy horse, my freinds hunted high and low to find him for me. the dogs and Levi (horse) we spent alot of time talking and pal-ing around. I wish I could stop dailing Robins phone we shared every thing. good/bad/serects/lost of our babies/lost of her mother and my father/there a large hole in my life right now.I hope I can be there when her daughter mel needs me or our grandkids my oldest son is the father of one of the kids but they are all my grandkids. thanks for listeng I have to go feed the rest of my
animals. sally
It's been one year since the robbery at 3;45 tonight.the night -mares are strong as ever. the meds help some. my journal I keep shows me how far I come. thank God for my family and freinds. they have always been there for me.but alot of the time I'm scaried and feel so alone. on day I typed in ptsd and found you guys. one of my closest freind we've been freinds since 12 years old now we share grandkids together. robin died on 12/20/07 and while I was planning her funeral some carless hunter shot my therpy horse, my freinds hunted high and low to find him for me. the dogs and Levi (horse) we spent alot of time talking and pal-ing around. I wish I could stop dailing Robins phone we shared every thing. good/bad/serects/lost of our babies/lost of her mother and my father/there a large hole in my life right now.I hope I can be there when her daughter mel needs me or our grandkids my oldest son is the father of one of the kids but they are all my grandkids. thanks for listeng I have to go feed the rest of my
animals. sally
