Different hallucinogens have different… streaks, vibes, cores, focus, essence.
Ayehusca is deepest, darkest, most violent & primal FEAR & RAGE & desire to kill yourself to escape.
It was used, historically, to weed out weak warriors who would break under those fears… in battle, and boredom, and later. Kill them now, to save others later. OTHER hallucinogens were used (in the same region) for processing past & painful experiences. Local assholes reeeeeally delight in f*cking up hippy-dippy-westerners with nightmare fuel, and the overwhelming urge to kill yourself. As well as empowering rose-petals with chemical courage to do stupid shit in real life situations. Something like 3/4s of westerners killed STUPID, just did a ayehuesca ceremony last week, in some countries. So they think they are tougher than AKs. And? Just aren’t. Ayehuesca kills the brave, out of shame & reliving past pain, and emboldens idiots. Not just gun thug violence shit, in serious countries, but jumping 20 feet, nonsense, as if it were 5 or 10 feet. It lingers. Because if you’ve ACTUALLY lived though pain? You usually off yourself. If you just think you have? Real life dangers don’t seem “real”.
Don’t use ayahuasca to treat trauma. Just don’t. It’s like using ass-rape to “treat” vaginal rape. It’s… stupid.
- If you want to confront ghosts, see futures, see yourself as you were, are, might be? Peyote.
- Ditto, but in a good way? Rose colored glasses or a caring parent/friend who sees YOU and believes in YOU, who can reframe? Mescaline.
- Connectedness of all things? Psilocybin.
- Sensory explosions (both good & bad, trips are incredibly individual, good & bad & nothing in between)? LSD.
- Utter Helplessness, but not -exactly- in a bad way? Ketamine. INCREDIABLY useful in depression, a “new” kind of helplessness tends to blow minds with options they were unaware of, before, helpless. But k-holes are seeeeerious holes. You CANNOT get out, until the drug wears off. That is seeeeeriously useful for people trapped in other kinds of holes. But is also very dangerous for those who have issues with “against my will”. It can be good, or bad, or mindblowingly awesome. But it’s one of the riskier ones, like LSD, in that perspective reeeeaaaaally matters.
- Unbridled terror & misery & pain (far worse than anything you’ve experienced IRL, as it takes your real life experience, imagination/fear, & makes it worse)? Perspective doesn’t matter, you WILL be in hell. Pure nightmare fuel. Ayehuesca.
I’m a combat vet.
I happen to rather like most hallucinogens.
I won’t touch ayehuesca with a 10’ pole. Not only because I’m -legally- first peoples and get the gossip… but every vet I’ve known, or known of, whose done ayehuesca? Is dead. Because it is PAIN/SHAME/KILL Yourself.
Seriously… wanna line your ass up for someone to shove shit through??? Penises, chair legs, a rifle? Why nooooooot??? It’s the experience of a lifetime, man! Ass rape. Feel yourself bleeding into your abdomen & wow. So awesome. Begging & pleading & dying. The excruciating pain. The horrific infections, fever, death. It’s fantastic!
Ayehuesca can f*ck off. As can the trolls who giggle at the western eedjits intentionally dosin themselves. And killing themselves. Because people, 200 years ago, were slavers, and today are corporate f*cks. So let’s inflict pain on the damaged, because they’re white.
Racists annoy me. Of every color/ethnicity. And that’s all the shits killing hippy-dippy-westerners are. More racists. Killing damaged people, because they’re easy f*cking targets to exploit. Trying to find help. Only finding pain. And death.
Seeeeeriously. Ayehuesca is a cowards drug. Wanting to find out, BEFORE shit gets real, who is ruled by their fears. Who dies by them. IRL? You. Never. Know. How. ANYONE. will react… until they do. The skeeerdy cats? The most badass heroes. The big bad badass? The shits who get others killed. A hallucinogen that is supposed to tell the difference? Doesn’t. Per historical records. It “just” made the assholes at home FEEL as if they had the best & most badass at the ready. It didn’t. Also by historical record. It weeded out some… sure. Who might have been the best. In a real life situation. Whilst passing on some of the worst.
Seeeeerioysky shit drug. Don’t do it.
Unless you’re a masochist. If so? You’ll love it. Go for it. OTW? Hard pass.
Only the stupid & the ignorant take it… on purpose. It’s also widely used as a date rape drug, in certain countries, as it makes the testimony of victims… meaningless. Supplying fears. Rather than reality. People easily proved elsewhere SWORN to have been there. As they were in the fears/madness of the victim. So if it’s tested positive? Auto-out for anyone “actually” there. You will always REMEMBER the person who wasn’t there, however. And usually kill yourself within the year. It’s a pretty phenom date rape drug, but most rapists don’t even have the stomach to use it, as it implicates the innocent. They prefer blackout, rather than wrongfully accused. Recoil. Says something, doesn’t it? When even rapists find it untasteful? Shudder. Again, though, widely used in some regions. Just to disqualify the person being raped, as a witness, themselves.
Such. A. Gross. Drug.
FEAR. PAIN. SHAME. RAGE. KILL YOURSELF.
Gross. Disgusting.
At every level.
