Public Panic In Marijuana Dispensary

[aut555]

Sorry to make you upset, l apologize sincerely.

 

[lymphomamama]

Sorry to make you upset, l apologize sincerely.

sure you do. You and buckaroo made a sustained and directed critical attack. Despite my trying to be nice and tell you both my Qualified Medical Team With Years Of Experience On MY CASE have suggested cannabis use after a decade of RXmeds. Neither of you listened, you continued with your objective, what that was I can only guess. Perhaps you desired to show you know more than those with actual knowledge,test and surgical resultsand years of work with me. I suspect it was purely to further an agenda a bit uglier. No matter what your motive I dont care to ever communicate with you or buckaroo again. Go make your unfounded diagnostics on someone else.

 

[lymphomamama]

sure you do. You and buckaroo made a sustained and directed critical attack. Despite my trying to be...

my post was edited by the mod. just know I have a lot more words for you and your atttacks.

 

[joeylittle]

@tripitena - you'll get all kinds of responses and opinions on this forum. No-where were you attacked; some members made side observation on possible side effects from the use of medical marijuana, that's all. If you spend some time reading other threads, you'll see that members - all members - are allowed to speak their minds. There is no hierarchy, no-one is privileged above anyone else.

We all have PTSD. We all experience dysregulation from time to time, and when it becomes clear that the individual is not going to rein themselves in, we issue temporary bans as a way to enforce a 'cool-down' period. You're currently on a temporary ban.

I hope you choose to come back, and if you have any lingering questions regarding this action - please, take them to a help-ticket and we can talk about it. Bear in mind that all staff (including myself) are volunteers, and may not be online when you are; so, give us 24 hours to have a chance to respond.

 

[lymphomamama]

Why in the word would these two continue to harass me and make false accusations? As I said, they have no first hand experience, knowledge, surgical, medical, pharmacologic, psychiatric or any other first hand knowledge about me or my case. They do not know I was raped and tortured nearly six hours: raped anally and with a trophy, raped vaginally and burned there with a cigarette, had a penis shoved down my throat repeatedly even after anal rape( thats where the gag and vomit comes from aut555, not the lie you said). I have a TBI, hearing loss in my right ear, extensive nerve damage and broken bones. Now the online doctors can make a better dx. If you want Ill post my xrays, my residential treatment records, police records, photos of scars, records of involuntary commitment, suicide attempts, etc. Then you two can know what you are talking about. Then you two can make an accurate diagnosis since obviously my doctors have it all wrong.

Not inteneded to " attack" anyone. Just letting the online physicians and psychiatrists who insisted on diagnosing and accusing me know some of the favts they missed.

 

[joeylittle]

Why in the word would these two continue to harass me and make false accusations?

Recalibrate. What you are calling false accusations and harassment are - on this forum - disagreement and opinion.

If it's out here in public, happening on a thread, it is completely within acceptable bounds to disagree with how someone does their treatment.

It doesn't mean you need to give a shit about what their saying. You can use the ignore function to not see a member's posts. You can report things if you think they are violating the simple rules we have.

Repeat: not harassment. Not false accusation.

Please, read over the community constitution. No-one has wronged you. It's very normal for people with PTSD to experience things as bigger than they are, and that's well understood. You do not need to keep fighting this fight.

they have no first hand experience, knowledge, surgical, medical, pharmacologic, psychiatric or any other first hand knowledge about me or my case.

I agree completely. Which is why you have the absolute right to ignore what isn't useful to you. Take what's useful. Leave the rest.

 

[lymphomamama]

In MY opinion it is indeed an attack and harassment. My opinion is valid just as theirs.

Saying I have an addiction - which was is an accusation but now that I know its ok, I'll feel free to express that when my opinion dictates.

I have read the constitution and I thank you for your dx of what is normal for "people with ptsd" since we are all the same. Just curious. Are you a medical professional? Do you have any sort of medical license, because I do. I somehow know what is normal for people with ptsd varies greatly but you are entitled to you Opinion, even if youre wrong. Opinions and all

 

[joeylittle]

I have read the constitution and I thank you for your dx of what is normal for "people with ptsd" since we are all the same.

Sorry - not what I meant. All I meant was that it's understood by staff that members will at times have struggles/problems self-regulating their emotional responses. That's why we have a structure that creates space to cool of (temp-banning). And, it's in the site mission to allow for diversity of opinion - by default, people are going to disagree.

In MY opinion it is indeed an attack and harassment. My opinion is valid just as theirs.

Yes and no. You do not decide how the site's rules work. So yes, I understand that you feel attacked and harassed. But we would not moderate what happened in this thread as attack, because what others posted does not fit our definition of attack. Some of what you posted was, because it did.

That's all.

 

[lymphomamama]

I'll use much more selective language when I use my opinion on other people's treatment, drug addictions, health problems and how they should seek alternate therapies as theirs is not correct. In my opinion.

It will be interesting to give the same sort of opinions as were given to me.

 

[lymphomamama]

I wonder if its been considered that cutting off contact and support for a person in crisis is really beneficial for the person in crisis. I dont suppose it matters much though. I'm sure the medical professionals here are more concerned with rules than the actual health and safety of the person in crisis. Gee, what a thought. Actually reaching out to Help a person in crisis rather than slamming the dooron them!!! Wow!! I'm a genius. Lets see... how about a crisis forum for such people so no one eats their .38 while in crisis and banned. Nah. That wouldnt help or be normal for "people with ptsd". Its better to slam the door on them when they need contact the most.

 

[joeylittle]

We're done here.

 

[Sophie's Daddy]

I know that a lot of people, here on this forum and out in the world in general recommend limiting pot consumption & using it as a band-aid to cover acute symptoms.

I use it for such purposes-acuteness and also for mood stabilization daily.

Depending on the day, I might, indeed be feeling somewhat "stupid" and perhaps even dissociative.

But this is the case with my psych meds, too. Dizziness and blurred vision are but two of the more insidious of them, which leaves me at a functional disadvantage. In the eyes of those around me, I'm sure I come across as being somewhat "stupid " too.

So when I shared this with my pot-friendly doc, who recognizes the calming properties of pot in addition to my meds, I try to keep in mind what he told me about my pot usage: "That's what it's for."

His words have had a calming effect on me in this regard and, if your pot consumption serves the same purpose for you I wholeheartedly support you.

That's what it is for, among so many other positive, healing things, that I'd never try to dissuade you or anyone from using it as needed.

Pot is not a "get high" solution, but a great natural and non addictive addition to meds. Can synthetically-produced meds offer you the same benefit?

Only you can decide - which you have- and, in your case it helps you manage your symptoms.

I support you in that, and also agree with gizmo that you might consider having your pot delivered; one less thing to worry about.

As for the feeling "stupid " part, you might find CBD helpful, too. I'd consider researching it further with your contacts at your dispensary.

All the best wishes to you with it!