My PDoc is the most clueless person on the planet, I swear. So I had an apointment with her 5 weeks (last Thurs) after starting it (and a week after I had to refill the first perscription; 60 a month of 50mg XR) and I tell her that Im doing good, its starting to help my anxiety in the day taking one at night and one in the morning and she gives me this confused look and says "you're taking it in the daytime?" Yes, stupid, its not for sleep, its for anxiety...in the daytime. And I only told my therapist this weeks ago if you bothered to read my file that they hand off to each other.
Then I ask for 90 a month of the 50mg XR, 2 at night and 1 in the morning as my therapist (whom knows his shit when it comes to medications and chemicals in the brain including combining psych meds with opioid pain meds...he just doesnt have a prescribing licence; he should but doesnt) and she gave it to me but she is basing what she gives me off of what i ask for, she's not advising me, Im advising her. Oy vey! At least my therapist knows his shit so I can bounce things off of him before asking for them.
I havent dropped the one for 90 off at the pharmacy yet as just a week and a 3 days ago I got a refill of the 60. They can put it on hold so Im pondering on whether to do so Monday, if opened as im off for Memorial Day, or Tue on the way to work. It will be almost 2 weeks and if another prior authorization is needed then they have time to get it. But i dont know if they will fill the 90 until its due, im just worried about prior authorization as that was needed the first time.
Anyway, so thats where in at, still taking 2 a day for the moment until the other one is filled. This morning my anxiety was higher than it has been in a while. Everything was trembling inside and out, so i took a whole xanax instead of a half but just seems so odd to take a whole one to me now. Unsure why it was so high. Maybe too much coffee, whom knows.