Undiagnosed Reaching Out For The First Time

[srexy]

Hi,
my name is Sara. I am 24 years old. I am desperate to get help in any way that I can. Right now I do not have health insurance so I can't afford a doctor or therapist. Anyways, I have been diagnosed with anxiety and depression but I haven't been diagnosed with PTSD. I am pretty sure that I suffer from complex post-traumatic stress disorder. As a child I was severely emotionally and mentally abused by my father. As I get older I have been noticing signs of PTSD. It has gotten to the point where I don't really care about anything anymore, I have no motivation to do my college work, I am always depressed. I am scared to leave my house because I am afraid of running into my dad. It's hard for me to socialize with anyone because it's just exhausting. I just need to know if I have PTSD and if I do I need to know how to cope. I suffer from extreme irritability and I have frequent nightmares that are full of rage and anger. I wake up covered in sweat. I don't know where else to turn. Thank you for reading!

 

[walter mitty]

Srexy, i am so sorry you are in such an uncomfortable spot right now. Most of us have been there as well, and i assure you that you will be meeting people here who understand and talk your language. For years and years i wished for someone safe to talk to, to compare notes, to understand what is normal for a PTSD person, and if i might not really be crazy. It may take a few weeks, but expect to start unpacking and understanding what you are dealing with. Therapy is a wonderful thing, but this place can be a godsend until you can find professional help.

You are going to find a lot of people who are happy you are here. Thank you for your honesty and openess.

 

[Deadman]

I just need to know if I have PTSD

OK I'll be the guy who tells you we can't diagnose you. You need a professional for that. A misdiagnosis could cause you further harm. Are there any community clinics near you? Or woman's support centers? They may be able to help you find an appropriate professional at lower cost.

 

[srexy]

Srexy, i am so sorry you are in such an uncomfortable spot right now. Most of us have been there a...

Thank you! That makes me feel much better!