Six Ways to be The Persecutory Therapist *cue the thunder and lightning*

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I feel my psychiatrist's loss keenly because even though she didn't understand me. I needed all the connections that I can get.

Relate to this. It's a loss, even if just in the potential for something. Rocky connections are still connections.

 

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There's so much to this.

 

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@ms spock - would it be helpful to have feedback? Or is this more of a vent?

I don't know @Sideways.

I guess I am leaning towards a big venting. Just getting it all out.

I am feeling so fragile at the moment. I don't think I could manage being criticised. My psychiatrist really went at me.

My psychiatrist said odd things to me. Some weren't kind.

I could not cope with being challenged at the moment because all this stuff is coming up.

My trauma informed therapist is kind of walking me through it. But I can't see her often enough.

I don't know if my temporary accommodation from the cyclone and the fire will continue. I don't know where I will live. There's no kitchen or laundry in the house. I have no furniture left. I am battling with the Insurance Company.

So yes just venting at the moment.

 

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I woke up and I started crying this morning I don't know whether to try doing stuff or distract myself.