Rescue Fantasies - Si - Inability To Accept I Wont Be Rescued

[Laurajayne27]

I can see that your coming from a different place to me, you have a good relationship thankfully!! I think you will do well to explore and stick to your therapist. I'm pretty sure that's what I would have done if my situation was the same, unfortunately I have to fire my therapist as she has acted unprofessionally. I wish you the best let us know how you get on x

 

[billie]

Laurajayne27, I'm sorry you have to fire her. I hope she didnt set you back emotionally :( are you okay?

 

[Laurajayne27]

I feel like she's died if I'm honest but I'm sure it will pass it's nearly 3 I've been crying hysterically on and off. I'll get through it I'm sure thanks for you concern, very much appreciated x

 

[billie]

Oh man, That would be so hard, Im so sorry to hear you feel that way. If you wanna elaberate inbox if you need. x

 

[Laurajayne27]

Thank you, my head hurts and I feel sick so I'm going to try real hard to sleep now. I'll speak to you soon xxx

 

[Starsalign]

Oh, I'm so sorry that happened to you ): I had an unprofessional situation happen with my ex-T and I was without professional help for 9 long years, so I know the heartache this can cause. In fact, it has impacted my relationship with my current T - the inability to trust. When you feel ready, perhaps there will be a new T you can confide in to help you move through this...if that's what would help. But posting here is good and so is crying. Again, I'm sorry ):

 

[WendyA]

@NovemberStar I didn't finish reading everyone's replies, I just had to tell you thank you for posting that. I feel the exact way with my best friend. I have always wanted to be rescued and cared for and just loved. My best friend is the only one who understands me and has taken the time to get to know the real me and has stuck around. I am so grateful to have him, but I often fantasize about doing something similar to what you described and being around him in my happy place as I exit. I will read everyone's replies so I can get the full impact of the post, but I felt at peace reading what you described and needed to share with you.