Six/two/7/for

[MariusNiemiec]

I keep having fantasies about killing myself. I see myself with the knife I feel this force and I think I see someone on the other end I put the knife in their face I see trow up coming out of their face I feel better but then when the feeling goes away I realize that it's my other self I brutally stab them and I feel like shit when I'm done but then I reason it away that they just started an argument and a fight for some stupid reason to set me up or make me look stupid.

 

[Deleted member 28403]

Hmm, as a DID person, I'm thinking. Could this be something like a representation of another part of you, that you see as the part that is the stuff you dont liek and want to get rid of.