Well...... Thats a bit harsh. And if you don't mind me saying, quite out of order.
But hey It's a PTSD rant and I've said provocative things here as well. SO it can be taken with a grain of salt.......... But don't expect anyone to just not comment..... And as your account is not deleted, and you wrote this very late at night. (my dear friend insomnia is keeping you company I believe) I still think you are at the very least, reading this sight.
So I'll just say a few things that will probably make you more angry.
1. You have PTSD. Its here to stay.
2. If you ignore it, it will only get worse.
3. Nobody here attacked you. This is not an attack.
4. If you don't want comments on personal life......don't post personal life things. Its a forum.
I don't like having PTSD. This is not a fun happy club, where we all come because it's cool to be here.(well sometimes it's cool). This sight has been a life saver for me, just for the basic fact that I know there are other people out there with the same problem. This shit is hard to understand for normal people, and sometimes for people with PTSD. But here, you get allot of good sound info and you don't feel like you are fighting this thing alone. AND believe me, I've been fighting it alone for many many years.
And sorry if this all sounds a bit preachy. But the comment "See you all, take care and I hope you all have an mazing journey with having to deal with every little thing as it regards your f*cking PTSD. I am not looking forward to it and it will NOT happen to me" (No I still don't know how to properly quote) Kind of sets me off. Do you think we're having fun with this stuff?? I don't know about anybody else here, well I do, but for me, this is as much about me as it is about taking good care of my wife and family in the future. Being there and being a whole person. Main reason I'm alone now. So I can sort this shit out and we can be together in a better situation. This is dead serious for myself. I don't take it kindly that you think this is something you can just walk away from, that we've bought into some scheme or we're just all having a pity party.
"it will NOT happen to me"
Sorry mate. It has happened to you. And you have to deal with it. The good news is there are ways to deal with it. You just have to take those steps one at a time.
Now where in the hell is Alan Todd, when you need him. He could have said all this in about 3 lines. Economy of words is not my strong point.
Wagon
