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You ALL are very special to me!
I postponed looking at this thread until today because my biopsy results are not back yet and because the weekends are so very hard on me. And I am not disappointed that I did that.
I was slipping again far too fast and too hard into my own self-flagellating thoughts and beliefs. Things that surely do not help me in here. Or help me to battle with the hospital to save my life. A life that not even I know whether I can make it worth living again. Then I read/see these posts and I not only gather up some more strength but smile and at times laugh. I suppose the only way that I can express how they affect me is to say "each one brings light into my darkened room"!
As for Amethist's "suggestion", when able, I think I might just skip right past the "twisting" and go directly to "snipping" the d*mn things off of these two hospitals, for me and for all those unjustly treated my our medical and mental health"care"less systems. :)
Holding out for some Hope,
Alex
I postponed looking at this thread until today because my biopsy results are not back yet and because the weekends are so very hard on me. And I am not disappointed that I did that.
I was slipping again far too fast and too hard into my own self-flagellating thoughts and beliefs. Things that surely do not help me in here. Or help me to battle with the hospital to save my life. A life that not even I know whether I can make it worth living again. Then I read/see these posts and I not only gather up some more strength but smile and at times laugh. I suppose the only way that I can express how they affect me is to say "each one brings light into my darkened room"!
As for Amethist's "suggestion", when able, I think I might just skip right past the "twisting" and go directly to "snipping" the d*mn things off of these two hospitals, for me and for all those unjustly treated my our medical and mental health"care"less systems. :)
Holding out for some Hope,
Alex
