abbynormal1929
Silver Member
Hi everyone.
So here's what's been going on now. My wife has found a support forum she likes, and gets along with. I wanted her to do this so her moods wouldn't be directed all on me. She even has a friend she's been talking to a lot that lives in Australia (for reference I live in eastern us). However it seems like now all she does is spend time on this forum, or talk to this friend online . Almost now like shes completely ignoring or disregarding me. I wanted her to leave me alone, but now this seems bad too. I didn't realize how lonely and isolated I was. I have good friends that I've made over the years, but I'll be lucky if I even text once a month with most of them. Im a member of a community chorus with some really good people, but we spend most of our time there rehearsing (which don't get me wrong I enjoy singing with them very much). I haven't made many friends at work, other than people I make small talk with. I know I wanted her to find her own support, and I'm glad she is. I just feel so isolated and lonely. Plus I feel like I don't even know myself anymore. In a way I feel like I'm losing my mind.
Thanks everyone for your ongoing support.
AbbyNormal
So here's what's been going on now. My wife has found a support forum she likes, and gets along with. I wanted her to do this so her moods wouldn't be directed all on me. She even has a friend she's been talking to a lot that lives in Australia (for reference I live in eastern us). However it seems like now all she does is spend time on this forum, or talk to this friend online . Almost now like shes completely ignoring or disregarding me. I wanted her to leave me alone, but now this seems bad too. I didn't realize how lonely and isolated I was. I have good friends that I've made over the years, but I'll be lucky if I even text once a month with most of them. Im a member of a community chorus with some really good people, but we spend most of our time there rehearsing (which don't get me wrong I enjoy singing with them very much). I haven't made many friends at work, other than people I make small talk with. I know I wanted her to find her own support, and I'm glad she is. I just feel so isolated and lonely. Plus I feel like I don't even know myself anymore. In a way I feel like I'm losing my mind.
Thanks everyone for your ongoing support.
AbbyNormal
