Sufferer The Unanswered Questions Of Loss - Mother’s Suicide

[anonymous for now]

I'm really sorry for your loss. I'm glad you're here. If you wanna chat, I'm all ears. I lost a father to suicide at fifteen.

The initial shock was a thick and disorienting haze I didn't think I would ever make it through... Eventually I did.... But there's no easy answer and I'm sure you know that. I'm finally on decent terms with the pain; one of my sisters is still very much not. She refused to go to the funeral and she hasn't spoken to me even once in the 7+ years that have now passed.

I lost a few friends to it as well within the next few years. I think losing someone to suicide burns in a way that is different from other types of grief... Especially when it's someone you're close to.

Take care of yourself as best as you can. One breath, one step, one day at a time.

thank you for your kind words and advise, I really appreciate it, it hasnt been easy but luckily i have good freinds around me and my partner has been giving me strength, i hope all is well with you, and wish you all the best