WanderingSoul
Bronze Member
I have tried to hang in there. I have had the worst luck with support. For those who don't know my story, I've had a spinal cord injury twice. First from working, second from a car crash leaving physical therapy for the first time it got injured. So I've had some awful luck. I will need fusion in my c2 to start. I meet to many people that don't get it. It's like its always a competition. I have back pain too they say, but you don't see me letting it stop me. Or, I don't understand why you just haven't healed yourself yet. I feel like I have had 0 support. I don't know what home is. I forgot what understanding is like. All I did was as instructed to do by a foreman who was supposed to train me as an apprentice the right way to do my job. But he threatened me with duress on top of many other things to get it done. And my life has been a downward spiral of loss and despair ever since I tried to do the right thing and get the job done. Now I can hardly do much but lay down if not be able to sit at the computer long. I did not ask to be born into this mess. Why should I have to suffer? I see no reason for it other than greedy selfish people taking from those who hope to contribute to society. A system that did not even have my work history the first time I went before an SSDI judge. I have just about lost faith in justice etc.
