trying2movefwd
Diamond Member
I just want to go on a date with a certain someone I already know in person. ... Lol I feel like an idiot, it would likely be very triggering to do such a thing, plus I am not officially divorced from x abuser yet. I am hurt, scared, and lonely. its been 15 1/2 months. I want someone to ease my lonlieness, I want to be held. ..but I also need that someone to be arms distance. .. ohhhh the complications of PTSD from childhood abuse and domestic violence.
