I feel much better today, after blocking this person from reaching me via technology. Things are more peaceful, I feel more assured and counting my blessings for what I have in my life, the people who are good to me, that treat me well and the ones who are not in my life, who do not. Wondering what to do with the day? I need to visit the bank and make payments on a loan that is overdue. I want to paint at some point, but that word 'should' is coming up..and 'need' to, in regard to the loan payment. Responsabilities.