What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Recovery4Me]

I feel fierce and empowered (in this moment).

 

[Anrish]

I feel a bit isolated (my best friend's internet broke down and it's not sure when they company will fix it...).

I feel a bit mad because of the complicate issues in this hotel...

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am nor sick from bad allergies today and feel so much better so I accomplished so many things around here today and feel really happy and content. I greatly dislike being so sick and realize it is a part of life but I get lost in the not feeling good. I learned from my allergies and will take better precautions next time now that i have learned what caused me to be so sick. I am having a great day and am enjoying this day to the fullest and really enjoying feeling so much better.

 

[Recovery4Me]

@Anrish I feel like giving you a hug.

 

[notsurewheretoturn]

I am not here, but I don't know where I am. My head feels fuzzy, painful but not aching - probably lack of sleep.

My movements are slow and laboureous, and I'm eating cereal without milk because I don't have the energy to walk to the fridge about 10 feet away.

Slept better last night, at least I didn't wake in a panic like the night before.

Upped my meds to max, upped the alcohol to help the meds.

Not sure what else to do. Don't even feel numb, not even flat, just feeling nothing.

 

[oasis2003]

Hi
Yes a big hug @Anrish .
I feel exhausted wrung out had emdr on Thursday and have been processing ever since.
I feel spaced out dissociated, woozy.
I feel adrenilinized by 8 -9.

 

[Anrish]

Like a traitor and huge failure.

Set an alarm to go outside for the fireworks, but didn't sleep, tremble since hours because I'm so tense, crying, scared by every little noise.

I'm sorry. I won't make it. Sorry to let you down. I'm all talk and no good after all.

 

[oasis2003]

@Anrish sorry you feel like this :(
:hug: For you.
There is no way you are a failure and you are good. You will make it just keep trying please.
I know how you are feeling and I give you my support.

 

[Marie E.]

It was my B-day recently and I am so thankful that my younger brother and I have settled an argument.

 

[Anrish]

@Marie E. : Belated happy birthday. Glad to hear that things between you and your younger brother seem to become better.

@Oasis : Thank you, my friend. ...so much. Your hugs really helpd a lot. Still didn't sleep during the night and got a major headache. Already sitting in front of the gate and wait for boarding.

I was just so frustrated because I wanted to go to that unique event so much, but the trip before was more exhausting than expected. It's like I hear my aquaintances' voices "That's a one in a life time opportunity. Pull yourself together!"...and so I already feel like justifying. It's more that I'm scared of their questions "Why didn't you go? What's the problem? Only a short walking, watching and go back to sleep..."...but they don't understand.

Feeling a bit proud that I made it to the airport and the gate by myself. I'm up since three hours and really tired.

Feeling glad to go home again. Russia is different from Norway where I didn't want to leave again. Or maybe it's because I traveled that far alone for the first time.

 

[oasis2003]

@Marie E happy birthday for before
@Anrish well done for travelling alone that is brave. Travelling really triggers me. Not sleeping headaches are horrible I have been reprocessing so not sleeping so I have had some too.

 

[Ronin]

Missing baby and wishing we were together already. Happier for having schedules on that, though. Still angry at the moron of a week ago & that I can't bring myself to talk about it, but I'm glad the need to isolate because rage is moving out. Beside that, regretful. Worried for a close friend's choice of future location, given her history. Relaxed in a not a good way. Complicated multifold emotions, why do you work this way. D'oh, at least I'm feeling though.