What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Deleted member 12723]

I am feeling so much better today than I did yesterday. It is so odd to have bad days and good days when I want all of my days to be good days.

 

[Spiderallis]

I'm physically sick from stress. A busy day of leaving voicemails that won't be returned, I'll call them all twice tomorrow.

 

[Gadgie]

I had a reasonable day today, I never did much work really, as my back was giving me jip all day.

I got a load of washing done, and made the best of the good weather, and hung it out to dry.

The rest of day was a lazy one for me, and I just sat in the garden enjoying the sun, and watching the birds as they fed on the bird table.

 

[Britt.f7]

A bit sad. Found out that my father in law is not going to be here for his traditional Christmas day. Also knowing that I won't be getting together with my dad and his gang because of his divorce. Very melancholy. My dad will be happy that he is in a warm state and not here at Christmas and my father in law will be happy to be with his daughter for a change. She actually has time for him. She didn't the last time he visited. I'm happy for them but not for me.

 

[notsurewheretoturn]

Hospital appointment today. Had a long wait and was finally seen just over an hour and a half after my appointment time. All the sitting around did my back no favours whatsoever and I could barely stand when I was finally called in.

Doc is going to write to my GP with a list of recommendations so hopefully something will get done.

Feel better now the results are in.

 

[Anrish]

Anxious, tired and tiny. ...I will be off to a night shift in three hours. I will do a job I never did before and the higher ups are absolutely chaotic and that's when a big demonstration will take place...I'm really worried about my job this night. I hope it won't take too long because I didn't sleep much the night before...

 

[Recovery4Me]

Sending confidence, hugs and a promise you will do great! Believe in you...I know that I do!

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Tired both physically and emotionally. Trying very hard to focus on, and be in the moment. The past will never change, and the future won't be written with worry and anxiety. This moment is really the only for sure thing. I want to Live it, Taste it, Embrace it.

 

[notsurewheretoturn]

Apprehensive, nervous, tearful.

I'm getting a new cat tomorrow, mainly as a companion for my other one who I think is missing her lifelong friend who died a few weeks ago.

This one is an adult male (neutered) who is in need of a new home.

But the

 

[notsurewheretoturn]

Apologies! Phone doing weird things.

But the whole process has bought up thoughts and feelings of the one I lost.

I don't want to upset the feline household but my baby has never been a solitary cat and I think that she desperately needs a furry friend.

Any advice?

 

[Chincho]

Very sad. My T said I have been too busy to mourn my husband and told me to take this weekend off and have a good cry. I'm disappointed because I just can't cry...

I'm sorry @notsurewheretoturn, I don't have any advice for you...

 

[Anrish]

@Recovery4Me : Thank you...it means a lot to me that you believe in me. :hug: ....got through the operation but had my emotional breakdown today....:cry: ...my best friend just grabbed me, stuffed me into bed and cuddled me until I felt better.

@Chincho : I'm so sorry that you suffer like that. I also had that problem after my grandfather died. I just couldn't cry, I still haven't cried and he died 17 years ago. ...there are other ways to mourn the loss of a beloved person. Don't put yourself under the pressure that you have to cry. You don't have to. ...when time is right you will cry or mourn his death in another way. I also know how it is to keep oneself busy so you don't have to think or feel. It's hard to face the emotions...but even without tears, you mourn.

I'm feeling relieved. I told a acquaintance who invited me for a party where I would have to stay over night that I won't come because I don't feel like I will be able to handle it.