What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Deleted member 28403]

Exhaustion. Emptyness

 

[Anrish]

I feel a bit healthier.

I feel tiny.

 

[intothelight]

Just really sad as my sister is angry and cut all ties. I can't do the things she and the attorney want as it lines their pockets and it isn't their money. Its not my money, it is the money my father earned and set aside for my mother. No love lost on my mother, but I have a responsibility to see that she is set up in the best means possible. So I am a "deplorable", but the greed falls on the shoulders of others as I am not getting any financial gain and just a lot of stress and grief. She doesn't know me and obviously I didn't know her.

 

[Ronin]

Explosive over having to deal with a batshit system I can't just chop drop on the spot.

But it's better than suicidal so it's something. Deep breaths & Patience.

 

[Tinyflame]

worthless
empty
more alone than ever
thankful the e-mail I needed came
giving up

 

[Tinyflame]

sad
words never in my life I would use: (re)-traumatized.

 

[Anrish]

I'm feeling shocked. Two colleagues from another state got killed while they tried to arrest a guy who was suspected of having killed his grandmother. He knocked them down with his car...:cry: And some other colleagues were lured into a trap in another state during the carnival celebrations. What is happening in this world?! :(

 

[Ronin]

Damn, sorrows, @Anrish.

May they rest in peace.

Lots of self care for you, yes?

 

[Anrish]

Thank you, my dear @Ronin

I still cannot understand why people do such things...:( I know that might sound naive but killing is...a complete no-go.

 

[I_Am_Titanium]

@Anrish I don't understand why either. Sometimes I wonder if their brains are wired differently. *hugs*

 

[I_Am_Titanium]

Today I'm feeling angry and irritated. My ex still acts like I'm the default parent. He thinks one of the kids should see a doctor about something I feel is minor. Told him to go right ahead and take them to the doctor. Then he gets all mad that I won't take them. Why do I have to take them to the doctor because he thinks so? Why can't he take them? He has the insurance info. Reminds me of when he told me the kids need a haircut. Why can't he take them to get a haircut? Why does it have to be me all the time? *smh*

 

[Teasel]

I know right! Remind him he has his own arms and legs he can use!