What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[intothelight]

Wondering why things happen the way they do and standing strait and firm can make you break, so learning to bend.

 

[Tinyflame]

Similar in a way @intothelight , deciding it's just best to forgive without carrying forward mistrust.

I suppose need to do the same with myself?

Sad. For many people and many reasons. ??

Happy pup ate 1/2 a 'real' meal yesterday , thanks to fast food gravy.

Torn between just working extra or having time for what's important to me. Expecting to face pressure if I don't.

Afraid (unrelated) will be penalized at work for being somewhat uncooperative friday. :(

Wish I didn't fear so much. Or just felt stronger/ more capable/ less alone. More motivated or protected. :(

Hugs to all who need them. :hug:

 

[ladee]

Hugs back to you @Junebug... and lots of love. :hug:'s

 

[bhm]

Unsure, sad, lonely, hopeless

 

[Changing4Best]

Wide awake at 1:30 AM when I should be sleepy, sigh....

 

[Chimera]

Fearful.
History trying to repeat itself.

 

[Tinyflame]

Very worried about a family I sponsor in India in a province hit by the worst flooding, over 400 dead so far and 1000's homeless. :( :cry: They were just chosen as one of the few for a proper, new home. :(

Thinking of avoiding funeral tomorrow. Idk. Don't want to be near some of the people, ever again. Feel like avoiding a lot of people, actually.

 

[Tinyflame]

Well, I think I will try to go the funeral, for the very same reason I will never have a funeral, but in reverse. So that feels- Idk- it just 'is'.

 

[ladee]

I understand that @Junebug... no to the funeral for me too !!! :hug:'s

 

[Tinyflame]

Yes @ladee I've come to the conclusion I know how to be off the radar, be invisible, be an object when necessary. But I do know how, it doesn't scare me in the least. Neglect teaches great things. Trying to go against or hope against that, is what is painful, it is naive to think what I've learned in FOO is going to be any different- somehow because FOO will change, or any non-FOO, who 'have to' care even less, would ? So forget that. Time to be myself, live what I know.

All I want is cremation because it's the cheapest, no one wants the ashes, lol. At least I only need a small container- you can get a paper 'candy box' style here for $800, probably more now. :eek::roflmao: Certainly turned me off boxed chocolates.

Wish you didn't 'get it' though! :hug::hug::hug:

Ugh. Sick to my stomach, pre-work.

Glad for your unexpected $ @ladee . Have a wee-treat, too. Sept 1st is saturday. :):hug:

 

[Tinyflame]

Triggered, terrified and alone.

 

[Justmehere]

Exhausted but determined