What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[ladee]

Sending heart hugs @ninja. You are none of those things, but I do get it that our brain takes us to places that need a solid door and a strong lock. Hearing you.

 

[ninja]

Yup @ladee you nailed it. Solid door and strong lock. Heart hugs. :hug:

 

[Tinyflame]

Aw @Tornadic Thoughts , thank you so much. And that means a lot, coming from you. I always admire your bravery; your resolve; your ability to cut through the bs. And your reminder to hug a tree. :laugh::inlove: And your pics. :)

Big hug to you and I am so sorry for your loss, but know she is and will be with you. :hug:

 

[One step at a time]

I feel drained.

 

[Tinyflame]

In truth, like I can't hold out or hold on like this much longer.

 

[NatBird]

distant
grateful
upset
disgust
connected

 

[MrMoonlight]

More relaxed
Content
Tired
Unfocused

 

[The Albatross]

I want to be sedated. (old Kinks song)

 

[NatBird]

earlier...
greatful
connected

now...
confused
hopeless
shame

 

[Lionheart]

I am resigned, and I feel a little trepidation, and sadness. Nostalgic with very clear memories of my childhood both good n bad.

 

[Ronin]

Canceling the day because... just because.

In favor of looking at happy pics and telling the cat that's my brain to kindly stop yodeling at me.

And that I can manage puking without its contribution. And all the 'do you remem that moment when -. That was fun.'

Sure, brain. Stfu.

 

[Tinyflame]

Thankful.
Grateful.
I think it's about time I started to listen, or more so try to absorb, what I've learned and what I've been told about myself. (I mean the positive things- the negative I remember no problem). To try to believe it, I guess, because I can remember it. Because I've been believed, and the only one not absorbing it +/ or minimizing seems to be me. I have no idea what I 'feel' about that, or the word(s) to describe it. :confused: Relief? Gratitude? Hopefulness? Guilt to forgive myself? , Idk. But I think it's necessary to have the strength to live.