What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[amethist]

This morning I feel, well sort of numb and un-emotional.

Hubby spent the night at his mums, his choice not mine, (Gave me free pass out from PTSD). I was out when he went spending quality time with my granddaughter, who should have been staying overnight, if it were not for his crazy decisions.

Now he is asleep because of not sleeping well last night, probably feeling crap for the way he acted yesterday, and not knowing how to talk about what he did.

Oh well I am not going to push the issue, he will talk about it when he is ready.

Amethist

 

[Froggie]

((((Amethist)))), even if you know how we PTSDers are rollercoaster freaks, I'm so sorry that such a good person as you has to deal with all this. I'm glad that you are able to vent out as that will do you some good. I can imagine there must be days you would like to take off all by yourself just to have a day or 2 off ... just for you and your soul. Linking arms, lighting a candle for you ... Peace

 

[Sazza]

Today I feel nothing just a mere existence.

 

[KP the nut]

I feel tired today. My fault, I should not stay out partying until 1am.

I feel proud of pushing myself last night, apart from a couple of wobbles and feeling overwhelmed I managed and for the most part I enjoyed it.

I feel proud I have committed myself to driving to York (3 hour drive) on Thursday to stay with my daughter :eek::sick:

I feel a bit stupid for being so hard on myself yesterday.

Today I will be kind to myself - I deserve it.

 

[Emilie]

Exhausted - Tired of being stressed all day
Annoyed - Noises, arguments, distractions
Confused - Stuck between what's best for now and what's best for the future
Lonely - Like nobody understands me and because they don't they can't truly love me for who I really am
Inadequate - Stupid, lazy

 

[Sazza]

Today I feel totally apathy, I feel like my life will never be normal or how want it to be. I feel fear for a future of continuing like this. I long for my own little family and career and everything else normal. I worry that my life has been constant battle and I am clueless at coping, I feel trapped can't see things ever being different but I'm to gutless to finish it off so I have to carry on regardless.

 

[jasmin]

I feel sad.. the past few days of constant intense waves of realizations were amazing but I fear I still don't know how to cope with my own life, with other people, with the past, with my body. I miss what I was.. I do not feel comfortable with what I am now. But I also feel very optimistic that I WILL BE ABLE TO COPE. But right now, right now I just feel sad.. and lonely.

 

[AngelaMarie]

I feel too old to start over again!!:eek::oops:

 

[AngelaMarie]

KP,
I know you will enjoy being with your daughter!!:)

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Very Exhausted, but in a good way.
Loved and cared for and accepted.
Missing my girls.
Unworthy of what has been given to me over the last two weeks, but very thankful and feeling blessed.
Emotional...very emotional

 

[The Albatross]

I'm feeling tired.
I'm feeling some improvement in my general attitude.
I'm feeling determined (setting a new short term goal).
I'm feeling good enough to go to chuch today (missed the last several weeks cuz of fatigue)

 

[KP the nut]

I know you will enjoy being with your daughter!!

She is having man trouble so it is Mummy to the rescue, with wine, choc, debit card :eek:and those 2 men who are always there (Mr Ben and Mr Jerry:inlove:). I'm staying 2 nights and can't wait.