Literally, anxious in my heart.
Tightness, fidgetyness, panicky stuff all in my throat and chest. I have been wanting to feel at home somewhere in me. Maybe that place can be my heart. Maybe I can find peace in there. Perhaps, as it is the socio-cultural emblem of love anyway.
So today, I guess I will work on loving and feeling loved, purely. No stipulations, no justification necessary. The unalienable right to be loved and to love.