What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Changing4Best]

:hug: to all who need them!

 

[Tinyflame]

Thank you @Changing4Best , for you too! :hug:

 

[bhm]

Feeling empty and alone as per norm of late, the shitty part is I'm getting used to it

 

[Teasel]

Torn and confused and lost

 

[AngelKeeperJ]

I am doing good with the changes I have made towards not hating how I look....

 

[bhm]

I am doing good with the changes I have made towards not hating how I look....

Thats great! Sometimes I have issues with apperance, over the years I've literally covered myself from head to toe with tattoos, yep, head and face too, in the city it wasn't so bad but now I live in somewhat of a small community, lol, sometimes people will just stop dead in thier tracks and stare at me or take pics with thier cell phones, I've gotten used to it over the years but sometimes it makes feel like hiding, and I already have problems leaving the house as it is lol, I'm glad you're feeling positive about things :)

 

[Emotional girl]

Pissed off-why do I bother helping people when I get no thanks for it

 

[intothelight]

Stronger and more stable

 

[bhm]

Pissed off-why do I bother helping people when I get no thanks for it

Because you're a good person and feel compelled to help people? I'm a frontline community support worker, because I come from a more than dodgy past, and I feel compelled to pay forward, and I enjoy helping people, it makes you feel good. Its a dopamine hit. Sometimes people feel entitled or are so f*cked up they can't or don't show appreciation for you're effort up front but in experience usually down the road do, trust me I know it can be frustrating, but bottom line it's about doing the right thing and not about the glory of showers of appreciation and mental dopamine baths, sorry if I come off like a dick, don't give up on people :)

 

[Tinyflame]

That close to offing myself, can't stand hearing one more time what an as*hole I am, how selfish, how I'm hiding money, how I'm a liar, how I'm hated, how I'm a freak, etc etc etc etc,from my one and only 'loved one'/ relative, raged at the top of her lungs.

 

[bhm]

Holy

That close to offing myself, can't stand hearing one more time what an as*hole I am, how selfish, how I'm hiding money, how I'm a liar, how I'm hated, how I'm a freak, etc etc etc etc,from my one and only 'loved one'/ relative, raged at the top of her lungs.

holy smokes thats ruff, try and take some space and be kind to yourself, do you have anywhere you can go to calm yourself for a bit? Hope you can find some peace

 

[Emotional girl]

You are probably right @bhm .I do like helping people and like sharing experiences in order to help them,I think my mood is more the problem at the moment than other people saying thank you and appreciation.
I think I am generally pissed off with life altogether and I tend to write and think negative thoughts when I am like that.
Thank you for your replay and no I don't think that you are a dick x