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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Well, I feel...

Like I don't give a flying rat's ass what most people expect from, or think of, me
Independent
Determined
Brave
Unashamed
Awakened
Aware
Enlightened
Compassionate

There are a few other adjectives I was hoping to root out but I just couldn't find the words! But, there you have it. I'm feelin' good, dammit, and I'm not afraid to admit it!!!
 
Today I feel:
Annoyed that I missed class again
Suffocated by forced intimacy
Fearful that I will not succeed
Guilty that my pain affects my family's happiness
Excited that I the prospect of dressing up and liking what I see
Apprehensive because I know I won't sleep tonight again
Detached from my friends and family
The need to be alone, combined with the desperation not to be
The desire to get drunk and forget all my problems
Old
 
Tired. Vacant. Vacuous. Gutted. Stripped down. Lost.

And somewhere in all of that, a profound sadness, like I've lost someone or something.

On a positive note, I discovered new music today by a band I love, and that is currently causing intense happiness (however temporary, I'll take it.)
 

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