What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Lionheart]

I am frustrated and tired of Pdocs treating me like a drug addict... after being disabled for nearly 14 years with PTSD, I have only begun to take medication for anxiety and they are giving me just 1/2 a milligram, I mean c'mon,...... I am 6 foot, 250 lbs.....how much is that really gonna help me? The prescription is for Klonopin 1/2 mg and I am being told to take half of that amount......Seriously 1/4 mg????

I need a new Pdoc, but there are none in the area I recently moved to, so I am once again looking for a doctor that will treat the PTSD and anxiety without treating me like I enjoy being disabled!!!!!!

ok I feel a little better now.......thanks for letting me rant!!!;)

 

[goingonhope]

hope you have a good night's sleep without worry about tomorrow. You've got a lot on, but remember to breathe long & slow. Take it in 5 minute chunks ... and good luck :)

Hey, Hi there ifonly, Thank you!

I got myself a good nights sleep, ...out like a light when I climbed into bed. I'll remember the breathing intentions because this is what gets me through so much. :tup: And, if I don't remember to breath correctly, I fail to get through well and I regret it.

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Having a hard time facing today. Feeling anxious for what the day holds. Not just for myself, but for others close to me. Deep breath.....baby steps...

 

[Loloma]

Feeling like I'm on another planet. Drove over 100 km's yesterday to attend my father in laws funeral. Arrived there saw my husband's whole family including his kids sitting there. Went inside only to be told, that his girlfriend was sitting in the front row with his family. First I didn't know he had one. Secondly he didn't have the decency to tell me that she would be there.
I freaked out, walked outside and my heart was pounding. When to a friends place, got drunk cried for hours and came home this morning. What an insensitive arsehole.................

 

[Srain]

((((((((((((Loloma))))))))))))) I'm very sorry. It was good of you to show and extremely crass of him to put you and his family in that position during such a sad occasion. Please take good care of yourself and know that this is just a statement about him and his inability to have thought of anyone's feelings.

((((((((PH)))))))) Thinking of you

Today I'm feeling better, a bit more on the step and less locked up in my head. I need to do some more in-depth writing but I got the gist of it yesterday when the flashbacks hit me. I feel "unlocked".

 

[Sazza]

Hugs to those who need them.

I'm feeling disappointed in myself for having no willpower to sort my eating out. On the other hand I ram further I have in a while today 5 miles it wasn't easy but I did it so feel sense of achievement for pushing myself but need fight flab.

 

[ifonly]

Feeling like I'm on another planet. Drove over 100 km's yesterday to attend my father in laws funeral. Arrived there saw my husband's whole family including his kids sitting there. Went inside only to be told, that his girlfriend was sitting in the front row with his family.

Oh, Lo - I'm sorry this happened. I just need a bit of clarification tho b/c the post read a bit confusingly ... was it your father in law's gf who was there or your husband's? I mean, either is shocking enough but if you could say which one the gf was there for, that would give it more perspective. If you don't want to do that, I completely understand. I get it.

You poor thing.

Good on you for making that much effort tho and I am sad that it didn't work out as you'd hoped. Perhaps tomorrow will be a better day in some way?

 

[jo may]

Annoyed that my hubby can't do a simple task like putting eye drop's in, he's been doing it with no tissue and it ran into my daughters mouth. Since this she has been sick but she looks fine. I have now said leave it to me:confused:

But I'm madder at myself as I can't fill out my DLA form, so I feel really thick. I have filled out loads of forms and helped others full forms out. It's like my brain has turned to mush and that pi$$es me off:mad::cry:

I didn't feel right when I woke up and I think I should have stuck to my first thought and stayed in bed, I hate feeling hazey, confused and thick:(

 

[jo may]

Ifonly the husbands g/f was sitting there oh that is awful I'm so sorry Loloma (((( hugs))))

 

[AngelKeeperJ]

ok I feel a little better now.......thanks for letting me rant!!!;)

(((Lionheart)))
Hang in there! Ranting does help, for awhile anyway!

 

[KP the nut]

(((Lionheart))), (((Loloma))), (((Sazza))) and all who need a (((HUG)))

I feel good but tired. My nightmares are back so I am v restless during the night (I wonder if that will burn calories:p). I will have a nap soon. Work this morning was busy again but I am proud I am managing.

I am pleased it is Friday, I have a couple of community car drives tomorrow, both for v nice people and then I think I will just chill and relax.

 

[ifonly]

Ifonly the husbands g/f was sitting there oh that is awful I'm so sorry Loloma (((( hugs))))

omg, that is doubly awful :( many many hugs ((((Loloma)))) thank you for filling me in jo may :)