What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[KP the nut]

I have good today. I slept better last night.

The sun is shining and it is warm. Best of all it is Friday and I know that H and I can spend time relaxing in the garden. I feel proud that after a yucky few days I managed to not let myself sink.

I feel grateful to everyone here who shows me such, love, support and friendship, I value your friendship so much.

((((HUGS))) to you all.

 

[Queen Boudica]

I'm feeling disturbed and a bit freaked out that my abusive ex H has sent me flowers for what would have been our 25th wedding anniversary. I was trying not to think about the anniversary and the fact that I wasted 25 years on him. I don't get why he would send me flowers. I have been nothing but cold and distant to him, I show him I don't want anything to do with him.

I phoned up my friend and asked her if she wanted a big bunch of lillies and she was glad to take them. Yet I am worried what he will do when he finds out I gave away the flowers. He has just freaked me out again.

 

[intothelight]

(((Lizio))) (((Rain))) (((To All That Need Them)))

Feeling a little down and very tired. Such a busy brain, trying to sort out everything in my head. Three hours of sleep will have to cut it, but I know it won't.

Uhhh....just push on as usual.

 

[Meadowsweet]

(((to all)))

I'm just feeling so nervous, on edge, jumpy. I'll be fine so long as everything stays perfect and calm around me.

 

[Traumagirl]

I feel slightly annoyed this morning. My headache is still here and my daughter has been my shadow, talking constantly. I usually find that cute, but today, it's down right irritating.

 

[KP the nut]

I'm feeling stronger and more in control.

So..........................

(((HUGS)))

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am feeling so much better than I felt yesterday. I am very grateful for the lift in my spirits.

 

[stormyweather]

Lizio, I feel your disturbance. My ex will occasionally do similar stuff to me. With him, I know it's a mind-f**k because he's been drinking again. But I still hate it. It's like he's a dog who has to keep peeing on the same post. It is indeed creepy.

 

[Lionheart]

I feel tired, bored, and lonely. Despite this, I still feel happy and care-free.......must be the meds. ;):p:cool:

 

[Spiderallis]

I'm still off in the numb distance. Maybe mailing some happy-treats to a faraway friend will pull me back into the here and now. It'll be nice to see my post-office pals, I mail a lot of things so they worry if I don't visit.

 

[Loveneverfails]

At some point in the past week I started feeling indignant again, and feisty with it. It's still there. But I am feeling a little proud for forcing myself to let go of all this crippling fear and anxiety every time it resurfaces.

 

[Loveneverfails]

I was trying not to think about the anniversary and the fact that I wasted 25 years on him. I don't get why he would send me flowers.

You are right to feel disturbed, I'm glad you got rid of them. What a jerk, but then that's right on par for the man he is, isn't it? You deserve better. You handled it alright(it's what I would've done), I'm sorry he tried to ruin your day when it was already hard enough.