What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Philippa]

I feel anxious, like I have lots of energy that I'm not using productively...which sounds about right. I ate a really yummy bean wrap earlier with raw food, and I think the energy burst just kicked in. I feel energetic and somewhere between crying and screaming.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I slept in to almost nine am. I feel good. I still have the itchiness, I will have to make a call today and do something about it. I feel so awesome though. I am so grateful that I feel this good.

 

[Tinyflame]

Thank you CC. I think much of the time people concentrate on only what they accomplish in the World's eyes, or how they appear, only to find as they say you aren't taking it with you. But I don't think they regret that, til the end. Because that is what they want to choose, what's (most) important to them, at whatever expense that may be. I said to someone today, you have to ask yourself, I would think, if it's more important for the other person to be right, and leave you feeling lousy, what have they really accomplished? :oops:

So I don't think we (including 'us' with ptsd) just take with us what we give, or the love we've given (or tried), but perhaps at some level actually less regret, oddly enough.

So I guess I feel disappointed, but less naive, and free to cut that stuff out of my life. :)

 

[Cynsoul]

Anixous. Been at my job for a year, and with my newly prescribed medication and therapy diminishing my income before I look twice at it, i'm forcing myself to draw up an evaluation and ask for a raise.

 

[Tinyflame]

Good luck Cynsoul, ((((((Hugs))))).

 

[JustBe]

:mad: Frustrated!:banghead:

I've been on hold at the cable company trying to disconnect my phone for over an hour!

Update: It's 2:30pm and I'm STILL waiting! :banghead::banghead::banghead:

 

[Privateer]

There seems to be extreme pressure building around the universe.

You feel it, too? Something's coming, maybe?

 

[JustBe]

YES!:) I finally got through to a supervisor! He was nice and gave me a discount for the next year for my patience! :woot:

Now I'm feeling vindicated!

 

[heidi]

Bad, Guilty, Horrible.

 

[Springer80]

I think much of the time people concentrate on only what they accomplish in the World's eyes, or how they appear, only to find as they say you aren't taking it with you. But I don't think they regret that, til the end. Because that is what they want to choose,...

...[Is it] more important for the other person to be right, and leave you feeling lousy, what have they really accomplished? :oops:

So I guess I feel disappointed, but less naive, and free to cut that stuff out of my life. :)

Hi Junebug,

You made me cry :cry: I feel like when my abuse started it opened my eyes to ego/persona games. Ever since I was a kid I wanted to find people that didn't do them. I've rarely found it, its been lonely. For a long time I haven't felt good enough as I am. Too simple perhaps. I was always over compensating, trying to achieve and fit in. Now I've stopped I don't know what to do and I don't feel like I've created much on either side of my efforts. One was false and was made to avoid investing in the other. It's a hard knock to take.

Thank You Junebug. I hope that I get to create something with the real me before I get too tired or 'drop out' so much that nobody lovely will have me. Your right though. The thing I want to accomplish is more important and if I manage it far more valuable. I'm glad your on here. :):shy:

 

[p-no]

Angry. Power-full. Alive and in control.

 

[Chincho]

Exhausted after yet another panic attack.