What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Deleted member 12723]

My power went out for two and one half hours. I was climbing the walls. Thank goodness we had a portable radio and I had my book. I am starting to feel better. Thank goodness the power is back on. I could not use my computer. That is what I get for feeling like crap today. I am watching a christmas movie again. We will not be losing all of our food in the fridge. It was a great thing that we did not go food shopping today.

 

[Let It Be]

Didn't push myself today, as I could tell I was still feeling super-sensitive.

I would like to think that I'm just at a different place now. I have been letting go of some powerful stuff that has been there for such a long time, so I can understand me being sensitive right now.

 

[GreenFrog2]

I have had enough. I am feeling more and more exhausted every day. Trying so hard to keep it together, but I think I am going to crash soon. Am terrified about this as I can't afford to. Wishing for support and kindness. Needing someone to help me and there is no one. I feel like howling but don't have enough air in my lungs for it.

 

[Britt.f7]

A little creeped out.

Yesterday, I decided to finally write the story about the death of my friends in 1973. It felt like a need to get it out. Then, today I decided to look up an article written back then about it. Turns out they went missing on december 10, a monday, and were found on tuesday. Same as yesterday and today. What were the odds?

Here is the article about the children and what happened. It is very brief, but it is one of the things I lived through:

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It is not from my blog. I am not mentioned in it(which is good), though I do know reporters interviewed me.

Yes, still feeling a little creepy...but, perhaps, in a good way.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Britt, I could not read it. I could not scroll down.

 

[Britt.f7]

It is on the left hand side of the screen, but you can move it up and down and side to side if you hold down the left click button and move your mouse. I had to just try it to see. Thanks for trying to read it.

I wish I could just clip it and paste it here but I can't.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Thanks Britt, I read it, and I am so sorry you lost your friends like this all at once. I cannot imagine how much pain you must be feeling. I am so sorry that you went through that experience. Hugs.

 

[Britt.f7]

Thanks Gizmo. I remember all those people running around and the law enforcement questioning me throughout the night. It's, obviously, a memory I'll never forget. Hugging you right back!

 

[Tanishq]

I am feeling nervous and anxious for today's internal exam. I have not been able to complete the syllabus. As of I started studying from last two days. Send me some positive vibes. Please and thank you in advance.

 

[Tanishq]

Britt, that's difficult to go through something like this. I understand it. *hug* sorry to hear loss of your friends.

 

[Shellbell]

Hugs (((((Britt.F7))))) It's hard revisiting painful memories.

Jaret - positive vibes coming your way! Hope you do well :hug:

Today I feel really isolated. Went to a food store, but it was so busy, I couldn't go in. Feels like this anxiety & isolation stuff will last forever :(

 

[goingonhope]

I feel both exhausted and creeped out by what I am learning. Tommorrow I get my test results back from a test for Type II Diabetes. After the conversation I just had along with what I was just reading, I am concerned and I'm feeling somewhat anxious.