What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Kim500]

(((GreenFrog2)))

 

[Ayasha]

It is really difficult not to. On one level you know you're an adult, other time's you feel like you are a child again. Not only is it difficult to not revert, it is difficult for other's not to treat you as such

Thank you for that, it helps to know it's not just my family who treats me like that (although I do wish neither of us went through this). At school, all the adults (I still see the faculty as adults, not me) treat me like I'm intelligent; they are all, usually, very kind and compassionate and it is so very tiring to come back here and be treated nearly the opposite. My opinions here do not matter, I am held on the same level as my five-year-old niece although I'm 21 years old. It's so frustrating to have finally started to feel emotions and a bit of control over my life to have it taken from me in a matter of days. Thanks for all the encouragement, guys, my thoughts are with you all. :hug:

 

[goingonhope]

Feeling loopy.

 

[ms spock]

I feel like I don't belong anywhere.

I am crying and feeling that FaerieJayne, right now, so feeling for you and feeling for me.

 

[ms spock]

Clinched my teeth in my sleep again, feel a horrible headache because of it. Good news is I know it will go away once my jaw is relaxed for awhile. How do I control what happens in sleep?

Dentists do give plates to prevent teeth grinding if it is an ongoing problem.

 

[ms spock]

Guess I took a nose dive after being attacked in an email by someone I was trying to help. It makes you a lot more wary of people.

That is an unhelpful experience to go through.

Still tend to isolate a lot. Like being on my own, other times I hate it because of the lonliness. Still to scared to form friendships,

It is a hard one Loloma, and feeling recently attacked doesn't help. I am isolating a lot at the moment.

 

[Kim500]

(((((((((((((((((Ms Spock)))))))))))))))))) You are so special here!!! *nods head furiously with certainty!*

 

[ms spock]

Hi Ms Spock! Thank you for your support that I was able to leave! It was just that I felt anger and frustration instead that enabled me to get up and leave.

It was great that you felt the anger and frustration and not just the fear.

Good on you for calming yourself away from having a panic attack.

It was good that I was able to calm myself down from having a panic attack.

 

[ms spock]

(((((((((((((((((Ms Spock)))))))))))))))))) You are so special here!!! *nods head furiously with certainty!*

That is very sweet of your to say so Kim. I am really struggling.

 

[intothelight]

Struggling with the desire to stay awake and also the urge to go to sleep. Had some scary medical episodes tonight. Uhhh....just need to make it to morning and see that the docs have to say.

 

[Kim500]

Struggling with the desire to stay awake and also the urge to go to sleep.

Same here.

I'm sending up a prayer for you! Nothing can happen to us without first going through God's hands, so we'll be ok! ((((((intothelight))))))

P.S. Please keep us updated!!

 

[ms spock]

Had some scary medical episodes tonight...just need to make it to morning and see that the docs have to say.

I hope you are going okay intothelight.