I am having mixed feelings; about some lifestyle changes I need to make and I have been having crying spells related to the loss of my father on Dec 21 of last year (and more recently, an old friend who has passed on). I just feel so much loss and sorrow today.
The holidays are a difficult time for many and I suppose I am no exception to this. The cold and darkness (lack of sunlight) makes me feel sad too, as do the bare trees.
It helps that I can speak about my difficulty and frustration here! I feel (a sense of belonging), that I am among friends who understand and that helps me a lot!!! To know that I do not have to go it alone, is a true blessing!
Hopefully as I grieve and explore my feelings they will turn more positive in nature. ...Healing hugs for all who accept/want/need them!!!