Exhausted but also a bit relieved; Woke up with fever and massive ear pain. And first panicked a bit, for I couldn't hear well with my right ear. Then had blood and some stinky stuff in my ear, as I tried to clean it with a Kleenex. Called the doctor and she wanted to see me asap. Got the diagnosis ear drum perforation (pus) because of an acute otitis media. Am now at home, got Augmentin 1gr (not mg!) for 10 days and painkillers.
I'm quite relieved, though, for this is a "new" doctor to me, that an acquaintance recommended to me. For she noticed that I'm uncertain and anxious with doctors. The acquaintance is a nice lady with 2 pomeranian dog girls, and my chihuahua boys really love her (and her girls)! So I feel also grateful for these 2 people who helped me and took me seriously.:)