What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Viosinger]

Today I feel numb, which is an improvement from "panicked & losing it" yesterday. Hopefully tomorrow will move into optimism & joy.

 

[ms spock]

Abject despair at times. Incredible grief. Pleased at least I am working on self talk with myself.

 

[Philippa]

Feeling ready for bed. Sleepy and a bit sensitive to the stomach at the moment. I was feeling nauseous earlier, but now it is just slightly so. Feeling determined.

 

[macca]

Hope you're ok @roaminggnome and @therisa I hope you're getting some good news about your friend.

I'm feeling worried, as I've heard that my brother had urgent surgery today to remove some pea-sized kidney stones. Hopefully he's ok.

I'm feeling anxious. I'm worried that I might have flashbacks again tonight. Hopefully not. I'm feeling worried about trying to get some information out of my mother, without her avoiding or getting upset. Feeling rotten that I've told two brothers about my condition, and both of them just want to protect my mother, (so do I), but they don't seem too worried about me. Same old story. Nobody worried about me, regardless of what happened. Stuffed if I know why. Am I not worth any concern at all? The only suggestion regarding me was a suggestion to drink. Great suggestion. Thanks for that. Not.

 

[macca]

Now I feel guilty, for saying those things about my family. It's just some old stuff coming up. They are doing their best.

 

[ms spock]

Totally wiped out and exhausted.

 

[Philippa]

No need to feel guilty macca. You only spoke the truth. Are they really doing their best? It doesn't seem like it. Do they feel bad for not caring about you? I doubt it.

 

[ms spock]

I am so all over the place with my feelings.

 

[Spiderallis]

Really feeling the effects of ongoing anxiety today. I need to take some time to just take care of me. It's not helping me at all to run myself ragged trying to prevent a potential unpleasant moment. If I don't tend to my own needs before then, I'll be less able to deal with effectively in case it does raise it's ugly head.

 

[ms spock]

Now I feel guilty, for saying those things about my family.

It is hard to tell the truth about your family.

 

[therisa]

Thank you, @macca , but this hasn't happened.

My anxiety levels has been ramped up several levels, as I found out more bad news about my friend, R. She had 3 seizures, within a 45 minute period, yesterday afternoon, lasting about 20 minutes, in total. We are waiting on the doctors to find out, what cause these seizures. I am hoping that there is no long term damage, from these seizures. My fear is, these seizures are the by-product of the stroke, she had on Valentine Day.

Am scared that the vocal clinic will find me, too well, to give me, any assistance, in dealing with my stuttering, as for the moment, I have it under control, but that can change, in a moment for me.

 

[Britt.f7]

I am feeling rather sad. Been going through memories and not all of them bring me happiness. They should, at least of the times the photos were taken. But they don't. They remind me of what was lost. I miss my family. The ones that passed before me.