What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Deleted member 12723]

Relief, just a huge relief. My daughters husband agreed to the spousal support, to pay their medical, and he is going to sign the house over to her. Since they are legally separated, she will have to remain married to him while he pays the medical.

His mom died. He put us through hell when my husband died so I believe it is karma. Now he knows how it feels. She had a good judge and he refused to grant them a continuance.

My daughter applied for Covered California Insurance. When that kicks in she is free to file for the divorce. I was so hoping she would get the divorce today. So I feel very disappointed. It is a mixed bag.

But now she does not have to worry about going to court again. This grueling process is soon to be all over and I feel glad about that.

 

[fly away home]

Feeling a whole lot of anxiety.

Waiting at the dr is never good. I had a restless sleep. After the dr is work then I drive for 5 hours to go on holiday. I'm nervous about the drive with my daughter, I am driving the ute on very steep, winding back roads which are mostly dirt. It's just us two and she is not great on long drives.

I'm scared of hitting a kangaroo. I'm scared of my daughter getting car sick. I'm scared of having car trouble. I'm scared because it's so remote there is no phone reception. I'm scared my daughter will change her mind and have a tanty half way there. I'm scared of running off the road and no one will find us for weeks. It happened to my friends brother on a much busier road. Scared I won't manage well. Scared my daughter will miss her father. Scared I will see people I know. Scared I will have to talk to people. Scared I will change my mind.

Desperate to get away for a break. Willing to fight all my fears just to get away.

 

[ms spock]

Feeling proud of myself. I am a real person. I exist in this world. I am here. I can do stuff. Some of it I really do it well.

 

[Hope4Now]

Feeling very very vulnerable this morning. Don't like this feeling at all. Like I need a giant strong person to protect me because I can't do it myself.

 

[roaminggnome]

The psychiatric appointment went okay. I was shaking at the beginning of it I think from my nerves. It calmed down halfway through the appointment. I was kind of all over the place during it. I'll go back in a month. Today I'm still feeling anxious and tired.

 

[Lionheart]

I had decreased my dosage of Lyrica about 4 months ago because it was causing me to gain weight, but I started taking the full dose again....

Now, I am surprised to find that I have a lot of extra energy that I didn't have before and I am really tickled about that. Not only has fibromyalgia caused a lot of pain and discomfort, but I also have CFS (Chronic Fatigue Syndrome) and that zapped my energy to the point of not being able to function.

So now, my mind is buzzing. I am alert :tup:and focused.:bookworm: I feel good and I am happy:) that I have more energy than before.

I also have been sleeping with a "C-pap" machine, (which is basically an oxygen machine), to help me breathe at night because I have sleep apnea, (I stop breathing in my sleep), and the result is that I am sleeping deeper and have much more physical energy. My thoughts are tighter and more focused, and my memory has even improved!

It is safe to say that I am a happy :happy: camper and I am so :woot: excited that I wish I could just give everyone a big group hug!!!:hug:


So here we go... :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug: :hug: BIG GROUP HUG :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

:laugh::D;),
Peace,
Lionheart777

 

[DharmaGirl]

I'm still feeling better today. I don't feel like doing anything but sleeping, though. Lazy me. I'm enjoying it.:happy:

 

[saoirserylyn]

Feeling as though there isn't enough time. My life is in fast forward. It seems like even grabbing a drink of water makes an hour disappear.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Feeling very drained and exhausted from the aftermath of my daughters husband and the court hearings and the paperwork.

I took a shower, put on some lotion and got into pretty comfortable clothes and feel so much better now.

 

[Britt.f7]

This morning I was still feeling draggy from my illness. I did a little better after my nap. Now I am feeling a little down because I just got my son's progress report and it wasn't good.

 

[franciemarnie]

Feeling good, warm and safe. Back from app't with new Somatic T. She is great. Talked about allowing the blocked frozen energy to feel spaciousness of adult body. (I had been focusing on pain and froze parts in meditation.) Discharged some trauma energy. Happy. Hungry. Hugs to all.

 

[ms spock]

I feel competent, capable, bit scared of going back home and tired from lots of physical exertion.