I don't know what to do. :( I thought I did & was happy, then my sister went ballistically-angry yesterday morning at me for no reason & I've been out of sorts ever since. :( I feel smashed-about, defeated, unsettled, unsure. It always hits me hard. I had woken up yesterday a bit unsure but then thankful for a new day & even happy, joyful, somewhat optimistic. Then I felt badly for trying to stand up for myself/ be assertive, the assertiveness failed really, just caused more push-back, just ended up with anger & circular fighting.. :( I got offered (unrelated) some help this morning to sort some stuff out (I asked for it, not from her), but now I feel so drained/ unsure after that occurred. Like what's the point. :(