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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Sick with grief and fear. Leaving tomorrow morning to head to Oregon to say goodbye to my sister. I don't want this to happen and I don't want her to die. I know it is part of the circle of life and death, and I know it is going to happen, but I feel so helpless to do anything to make things easier on all of us. There is no easy way to watch a loved one die and say goodbye. It is painful. Feeling so much pain today I can hardly breath. Gotta get a grip!!!!
 
Prayers and/or candles for the sisters of @Junebug + @Pottershand ...to ask for abounding love within these heart rendering times.

May your steps guide you to a place where you can be compassionate to yourself & not find fault within your dedication, service or love being given to your sisters in this time of need. May you connect in ways that allow openness, authenticity and tenderness (no guilt, nor shame). May you remember that we are here, gently walking with you during this difficult time. (((((hugs))))
 
Took a stack of sleep meds last night, to try to get some decent rest. Hung over and groggy today.
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doesn't seem like enough, so:hug:

I'm, well, I'm still thinking too much, but I'm pretty sure it's just because I've never really felt this okay before. It confuses me, I need a little while to warm up to new things and figure out what a not-depressed person does.
 
Had a very long day with the girls. Ordered my transcripts from my old college and I am so dissappointed that I have to make that long drive with the girls again tomorrow to pick them up. Happy that I could get them some clothes before school starts next Monday.
 
Pretty good.

Saw my GP today and got a referral to a specialist for my hip/back and I've managed to get an appointment within 2 weeks. I though I was seeing the registrar, but the appointment was swapped to one of the partners.

This is the 1st doc in a long time who took me seriously, we even discussed the PTSD and took that into account with the back/hip pain waking me and exacerbating the insomnia.

Hopefully now I can get to the bottom of were this pain is coming from and what I can do about it.
 

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