What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Anrish]

I feel...I don't know what I feel. I feel sad, like a tyrant...I feel unworthy, like a slave...I feel tiny, like a child....I feel selfish, like a b****...I don't know...I still feel the anger making me tremble, I feel the fear and the sadness about losing control...I don't know what I feel...I feel the tears on my cheeks...huge and hurtful...

 

[Deleted member 12723]

@RavenGirl Thank you so much for the comfort you gave me. I really needed it very much. Hugs. I made a intake appointment for next Tuesday to see my therapist again. Then I will be back in therapy. I need it very badly right now.

 

[Ronin]

Feeling anything is slowly creeping back. Which is a good sign. Even if it's contemplative anger sparked by continued abuse. I can deal with that one, turning it into something productive, so I just need to remember to do that.

 

[RavenGirl]

@gizmo , did therapy today. It's a good thing as long as it helps. I hope it helps you too. :happy:

 

[Deleted member 12723]

@RavenGirl I have a good down to earth therapist who I have not seen for two years and am going back to her and she will help me so much. It seems that everything happens for a reason for our healing and i am looking forward to going back to get help sorting through everything. Thank you so much.

 

[Anrish]

Depressed. It's my father's birthday and I promised to bring a cake...so I baked it yesterday - that was already a mess...but the cake turned out well on first glance. So, I tried to put it into a transport box today just to see that it's fluid inside?! ...you couldn't see it before and I feel so useless.... :cry:

My parents told me that I shouldn't stress myself about it and that I don't have to bring a cake at all costs....but still...:cry::cry::cry:

 

[Recovery4Me]

@Anrish ... ((((hugs, and more hugs)))

You are going through a sad spell: it is not the end of the world if you are not Betty Crocker or Harald Wohlfahrt, ja?

 

[Queen Boudica]

Very disturbed found out a whole group of my daughters friends had cut off from the main group into a group where all of them are cutting or anorexic and or suicidal. Including one of my daughter's best friends. So glad my daughter didn't join her, but now her friend is in a really dangerous state. I thought one of those girls at my daughters birthday party last year might be anorexic, should have known.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I woke up feeling the hurt of losses of my family and am now trying to focus on what is real and I feel tired.

 

[intothelight]

Stepping out of the race and stopping for a few days. I am tired and I gave it my best shot. Cuddling with my puppy who doesn't understand what happened to his friend and keeps searching for her. Doing my own therapy, long walks in the woods, a fire in the fire place and curling up with a good book. No people, just my animals and the quiet....oh I love the quiet and the peace it brings.

 

[Changing4Best]

I have a slight headache, but it was worse before, so I am hopeful about it getting less and less painful until it is all gone!

 

[Chincho]

I'm exhausted. Taking care of a two-month old puppy, one very jealous dog and two angry cats is too much for me.