What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Let It Be]

Still feeling the affects of talking to my narcissistic brother. He and I hadn't talked for over a year and now he has called last month and this month.

I just become so tense while talking to him. I know his health is not good but I really need to keep my boundaries in place where he is concerned.

 

[Anrish]

@Let It Be: Take some time for yourself and don't be upset because of your stupid brother. ...you matter the most. :hug:

I'm feeling like being a bit more brave and experimental.

 

[Let It Be]

@Anrish ~ thanks so much for your words, yes I do matter, and I woke up with knowing that I cannot pick up the phone when he calls again and screw feeling guilty ~

@Anrish ~ So be brave, take a risk ~ :tup::hug:

 

[Lionheart]

Not sure how to word what I am feeling.... I feel extra loving towards myself. I owe myself a lot, I have not treated myself well over the years due to confusion and abuse issues and I want to make it up to myself. Not sure how I will do that, but I am determined to make the effort.

I hope that this doesn't sound selfish, but I owe my child selves lots of love and affection. Emotionally, I have some younger selves that have suffered a lack of love and they are desperately seeking attention from others...I am trying to give that attention and care, to myself.

 

[Anrish]

I'm feeling warm, welcome and taken care of....even with the hug lack of sleep from last night.

edit: And worried. My grandmother fell and my mother had to bring her to hospital. I don't know anything more.

 

[Britt.f7]

@Anrish I hope your grandmother is okay!

I'm feeling pretty good. A little lightheaded today, but I was still able to go out and do errands.

 

[Panda Bear]

Swinging between anger and sadness. It's a lovely combination.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

@Anrish I hope your grandmother is ok, :hug: :hug: :hug:

Feeling pretty good thanks to T yesterday :happy:

 

[Ghostybear73]

Hopeful that I can keep the anxiety at bay as I was able to do yesterday!!

 

[VioletButterfly]

Sick at my stomach from stress. I have another T appointment today.

 

[Anrish]

@Britt.f7 and @Cj77: My grandmother is...almost fine. They diagnosed her osteoporosis two weeks ago and fell yesterday. One more vertebra broken. ...and that's a bad combination with Marcumar....:( What worries me the most is...she doesn't say anything. She doesn't want anything, remains silent and my mother has to do all the talking.

I'm feeling lightheaded today.

 

[Britt.f7]

A bit lightheaded once again. This frustrates me, but it is part of my condition. I am going to see the movie Suffragette by myself today. I have no problems with this. Which is different then a year ago.