What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Britt.f7]

@Anrish that's not a good sign. Your family is in my prayers.

 

[Teasel]

I feel hurt and depressed

 

[Gadgie]

Quote......."I feel hurt and depressed"

That's a horrible feeling, I get that every time I think of how my late wife's family treated me, after she passed, and the last week if her life.

I felt good today, after I had a hair cut, and a shower when I got home.

But that seems to have worn off now, and now I feel terribly lonely and isolated, I hate feeling like this, as I know what might come next???

 

[Deleted member 29920]

@Anrish, I am sorry to hear this, sending good thoughts for your grandmother

 

[Tinyflame]

Same here @Anrish . :hug:

So afraid. So tired.

 

[Spiderallis]

@Anrish Oh, I hope your grandmother is doing okay, and I'm glad she has your mom there to make sure she gets proper care.

I've been pretty okay today. Starting to be almost productive, but it's scattered and disorganized. That's still progress and I'm trying to be content with it. It's taking a lot of effort not to poke the sore spots from the inside. Distraction? Yes. Coloring and reading. Quiet things so I can get to sleep soon.

 

[Lionheart]

Extremely Happy!!! Elated!!! Walking on rainbows!!!:laugh::joyful::playful::woot:

Difficult to explain why here, but suffice it to say that I am healing in one of the worst of the 'broken places' and it is unreal how happy it has made me!!!:wideeyed::woot::D

 

[Deleted member 29920]

Unbelievably well rested :)

 

[VioletButterfly]

Gadgie - sending good vibes your way. Hoping you have a better day.

Junebug - I hear you and can relate. Mercy, when will it all settle down and stabilize!

As for me, it is going to be a very busy day as we'll be off the next two for Thanksgiving. Also, I was confronted by some of the women at my job yesterday for not being talkative enough (their issue, I know, as I have much complex work that I don't understand and don't have time to engage). I talked about it with my T yesterday and am not sure I understand how she suggested that I respond while still maintaining my boundaries. I just feel really anxious and annoyed.

 

[Anrish]

@Cj77 , @Junebug and @Spiderallis : Thank you all for your kind words. My grandmother will have to stay in hospital a bit longer. The vertebra is straight broken. :confused: ....I will visit her on Friday. She's only allowed to stand or lay - no sitting for the following six weeks.

I'm feeling "migraine"ig....almost vomitted in the subway, could hardly see the road while I was driving...off to bed pretty soon today.

 

[Ronin]

@Anrish, holding your grandma in thoughts and prayers, and same for you. It's good you've gotten home safely without an accident.

 

[Lionheart]

I feel strong,:stop: protective, father and grandfather energy.... I am feeling somewhat "tribal" and really connected to my family.:confused::oops::O_o::ninja::ninja::ninja:

I also feel mellow:barefoot:and happy as I can be.:):):)

It kinda a weird combination, but I am learning to flow with my emotions and let it be!!! :tup::giggle::laugh::cool:

Peace and love to all of you who are suffering or struggling with PTSD . I admire you for being here!!!!

I send my brightest blessings to you for love, health, happiness, peace, comfort, and joy. :angelic:
:):happy::):happy::)
Lion

Also a prayer offered up for @Anrish 's grandmother.