What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Deleted member 12723]

@Brittf7 I hear your frustration and understand about the agonizing process of getting a doctor that sees and hears you and will go out of their way to help you. I admire you for keeping on keeping on. Take heart. I am glad that the PT will be able to help you. You are so worth fighting for.

I am feeling much better now than I did when I first woke up. Caught myself in some distortions and fought back and I am feeling more positive now.

 

[Britt.f7]

@gizmo Thank you so much for the support. I feel like my world has been rocked. Trying to gain firm ground.
I am glad you are feeling more positive!!

 

[Ronin]

I'm feeling ragegrief. Better than ragesadness and griefsadness.

Headmates keep throwing albatrosses around in a hilarious reminder of @The Albatross . In which thank you ma'am for good directions about addictions and keeping off. ;)

 

[Spiderallis]

I tried crying then sobbing, not much changed. Then I tried screaming. I think it helped. It's a new thing, wasn't even sure I could make that sound, but I think I'll shriek a few more times today and see if anything gets easier.

 

[Britt.f7]

i feel stronger regarding my illness. Just because a new doc treated me as if I had a hole in my head doesn't mean I have to go with his diagnosis. I took the power back in my hands, gave him a negative review on a medical site and shared my story and I wrote a complaint to the hospital. I will just have to find a new doctor. Which I hate, but I know I am sick so someone better treat me. UGH!

 

[The Albatross]

Trepidaciously pleased
Lanced a festering resentment and ended up with a better and higher paying client with shorter shifts.

 

[Not Important]

Nostalgic, despondent, misanthropic

 

[VioletButterfly]

Uncertain, but I'm showing up for myself and going to a gathering tonight. A bit of self-angst as I have to trudge to the grocery as I forgot the main ingredient for what I'm making - a pineapple upside down cake. Yes, bright child, here, forgot the pineapple when I was at the store yesterday. Mercy! The crowds are going to be a mess. Yesterday was bad enough.

Britt.f7 - hang in there and keep advocating for yourself. I respect your tenacity. I've been there with docs and therapists. I've heard it said many times that medicine is a practice - for a reason. Right?!

 

[Anrish]

Tired - and calm.

Still a bit in pain because my shoulder took only seconds to hurt...but seems to take ages to heal. :meh:

 

[Ronin]

Fifty shades of anger and it feels surprisingly clear, calming, and peaceful.

 

[Lionheart]

I am on the mend, but still grieving the loss of my cat, Millie. I feel very sad and depressed.

I also feel nostalgic for the past Christmases when I used to get visits from carolers and I used to visit the elderly. Times when my mother would make sugar cookies and we painted wooden ornaments for the tree together, etc.

Mostly I just hurt in my heart right now and wish I had something happier to post.

 

[Not Important]

Just when I thought I might be happy for a brief respite, my soul is raped once more. Suffering is no surprise anymore; it's greeted with resignation and forlorn acceptance.