What Made You Angry Today?

[Froggie]

Oncology just called and my 3 day treatement with Neupogen (increase white cell count) isn't working. The treatment will be 10 days, that means 10 days of enduring pain in my bones as the bone marrow will be producing white cells. :arghh; :cry:

 

[cookinggal]

Being able to fit in only 4 of the dresses I tried on today makes me angry I don't feel skinny anymore I can't put the baby weight off.

 

[KP the nut]

There will be a phone call tomorrow, from me to them.

Give them hell.

that means 10 days of enduring pain in my bones

(((Froggie))), Sweetheart, I came on this thread to post, but seeing what you are dealing with makes my moan shrink into significance. Mine is an annoyance with no pain involved. I will light a candle for you.

 

[LaurieJ]

Froggie,
You are in my thoughts and prayers. I am sending many hugs your way also.
Laurie

 

[ms spock]

People just ignoring the needs of their children.

 

[Britt.f7]

Waking up to find a paper mess in my living room. My older dog ate my coloring book. It is not salvageable and it was not cheap. Very irritable.

 

[ms spock]

That I got no work done on my painting for over a week because of the state of my house. It is much improved but still difficult to live in, feel comfortable in or do things in. Well that is not accurate - I have also been including too many people and supporting a number of organisations.

I am angry at neglecting my own life and feelings - again. But at least I am noticing quicker now which is a very good sign.

 

[ms spock]

How long all this healing thing takes.

 

[Let It Be]

I'm angry, but don't know really what to feel at this moment, because of the timing involved.

I decided to go to Walmart and as I walked in, I saw the husband of a friend who used to live here. They moved away about 3 years ago. We kept in touch but mostly, the conversations had to be about her as I eventually figured out. I had a brief e-mail from her early this year, that they would be back here during the "Spring" and here they were today at Walmart.

I did see her talking to someone, so I immediately took my cart and ventured out of the store. It just felt different now, as both of us did stop talking over the phone to one another.

I guess I'm in a different place now, they had given me a very old tv when they moved, and with me getting my new one this month, oh well, no longer have that tie to her.

I believe I was meant to see her this way, more healing as I deal with what our friendship used to be like.

 

[Britt.f7]

That I'm still stuck in a position I have been in since childhood regarding my self worth. As uncomfortable as this situation is, I stay in it as it is all I know. Though there was a brief year or two of my life where that was thrown to the wind and I didn't have such a critical view of myself.

 

[LittleL]

The fact that I still haven't been promoted even though I spent money I don't have to get the certification necessary. I haven't been able to pay my rent for 3 months, my co-worker has been telling management that I NEED the money for longer than that, and I'm still not getting the $3/hr raise that I deserve.
And I took this job even though my previous job paid more. :\

 

[ms spock]

How much I have to change myself. There is so much changing of myself that I need to do.